and so I just heard on CNN news that the government thinks that terrorists may strike around the time of the elections in order to *disrupt the democratic process* and so, in hopes of preventing this from happening, they think it would be a good idea to: (wait for it ( Read more... )

today i spent my day off with my moms, visiting with her at her place. it was a nice day. i have yet to clean my apartment ( Read more... )

I am trying very hard to : "do what you can, with what you have, where you are." Some of the best advice i have been given.

but it is so hard.

I am feeling asocial, atypical, a little off.
I want to just clean my house all the time.

I am still dealing with this fear of living, which I wish I didnt have.

maybe it will look right this time

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i could probably sleep if I tried, if I lay down feeling coldish trying to hold my warm inside real tight, and if i kept my arms under my body while I lay on my stomach all flat and shivering a little bit. With my head next to the radiator or the windowsill ( Read more... )

three thirty seven AM ( Read more... )

LOOK OUT!
ïòðdiscountbeauty is a radioactive squirrel!!
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allergies to spring are making me twitch and devour my fingernails ( Read more... )

all of my electrical appliances are breaking ( Read more... )

i am being voyeuristic on livejournal in ways that are superb-ly silly. It is because of people like me that i am coy and shrouded in mystery on the internet and do not like to post the names of people and places and things on my livejournal, but it is sort of ridiculous in that way ( Read more... )