it amazes me how screwed up my mind can be at times. one second i am totally set on doing something (a.k.a. homework) and then i start to drift off and randomly research something else that has no relevancy to me whatsoever. i need to remain focused! oh well. i guess that is why i am posting on this thing so early in the morning.

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today i am in a good mood and i don't understand why. i should not analyze it and let it be, because i do not want to lose this feeling. i'm tired of being so frustrated, lonely and depressed. the amazing thing about this feeling is that nothing in particular triggered this emotion. usually there is some event or something or someone that will ( Read more... )

i thought i was really attracted to this guy, but now that time has passed and we have attempted the whole "friendship" thing, he totally sucks as a friend. so if we would have had something that extended beyond that would have probably failed. i don't know. i keep telling myself that at least. because we confronted each other and let the other ( Read more... )

You will fall for your best friend. This guy has
always been there for you. He makes you laugh
but is always up for a serious convorsation
when needed. Everyone has alway suspected you
have a thing for him but you have never realy
liked him liked him. Well, until now. He is
kind and looks decent atleast in your eyes. Go
ahead and go for it chances are he ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have ventured into this journal, but just to sum up the core of my experiences so far is that lately my emotional state has been shaken around a bit. But, I have managed to get back on my feet and carry on because if I let this emotional conflict within myself take over I'll just go crazy ( Read more... )

I have managed to get most of my work done and the extra curricular stuff is starting to cool down. Now I have some time to breathe, at least for now. But I am sure that will change within 2 days! Maybe less! AGH!

Why am I such a procrastination-whore??? Ugh!!! I hate it when I do this to myself because I am just kicking myself in the ass for something that should have been taken care of a while ago. Sure some professors can be cruel and assign multiple papers at once, but lately they have been pretty good about giving us enough time to finish our shit ( Read more... )

Quite frankly I am fine and I am grateful for that.

Nonetheless I am still bitter in terms of the "love" department. It would be nice to finally have someone. It is the same old story but I can't help repeating it. So please forgive my redundancy.

And yet I wonder. . .