I wrote this June 17.. funny how life turns out.
I made a choice
A long long time ago
That i would never regret me saying so,
And ive said no.
And ive turned my back on things.
Ive made my mistakes.
And lived life my own way.
Maybe i was wrong,
Maybe i wont live too long.
Maybe i was right,
For seemingly living life, all in a night.
I gave you 10 months of my life
And i wouldnt trade it for a damn thing
I still dont know if you know who i am
But id give it up, all of my life..
Just for one more night, like tonight.
Even if we never see the same city lights
In the middle of the night,
Youll still be by my side
And i cant hide
From those beautiful hazel eyes
That made me cry...
Everybody dies someday
So ill live my life like im dying tomarrow
Youll be with me tonight
Tell me how i can live my life
Without those beautiful hazel eyes?
Tell me how i can live my life
And throw away 10 months of my fight,
To finally have a night like tonight?
You are life. Ill be there tonight.
Just tell me youll say yes.
You were always the best.
Lets make this last
Lets make this work
Just say those 3 letters
Like i say those 3 words
Say yes
Like i say I love you.
Watching this movie, makes me think.
People are so wreckless with things they have. They dont realize whats there until its gone, and when its gone. They think its over. They think death and pain is the only answer to the end of a love. They think fighting solves everything, they think pain will heal over time. It doesnt. You either fix things, or the pain lingers.
Heres a true story: When its over, its really just the beginning. And when it seems to be gone and done, its still waiting for a moment to come back with full force, and take everybody by suprise. Just because the sun sets, doesnt meen the sun wont rise again. So when love is gone, just like every thing else, love must come back. Weather it comes back from the girl you gave your love to, or a different girl gives it to you, love must return. Everything depends on her. Weather she is mature enough to face her mistakes, weather she is true enough to admit her lies, and weather she has love enough to sacrifice her gains; all depends on weather she is who you thought she was. Some eyes lie, some kisses are mistaken, some people are wrong. But love is not.
Love isnt a game. Its life at its fullest.