september (so far) part 3
*september 30, 2006*
*september 29, 2006*
*september 28, 2006*
hello. today was quite a bit better than yesterday (thank goodness). woke up around 11ish and then ate breakfast. showered and got ready. went to old navy to talk to my gm. when i got there i was pissed off. i left feeling a bit relieved. i let out my feelings and emotions and it was good to hear her side of the story. she thought i was applying for a 'manager' position instead of an 'assistant manager' position. she told me she felt i wasn't ready to be a manager, but an assistant manager she would support. i guess it was some type of weird miscommunication again. i'm glad at least that it happened this way cause she told me she will still support me in my career. *whew*. i might have overreacted but to me, that's how it seemed. at least things are a little bit better. i'm glad i was able to cry and let it out because once i have a good cry, i do feel a lot better. like a weight's been lifted off. so yeah, things are okay with our business relationship and i'm glad. we'll see how these other interviews (hopefully) coming up will go. so yeah, after that i went to the dentist. my final filling! whoo hoo! took a while but finished eventually. now i have to worry about paying it off. it's close to $3000 now but hopefully they can bring it down a whole lot more with certain adjustments and all that stuff. after that, just went home. watched more lost. finished the season 2 dvd today. hehe. i can't til next week for the new season. =). ate a bit and whatever. watched ugly betty. i like it. go america ferrera! chilled for a bit and here i am now. got work tomorrow in the morning again so hopefully i get to fall asleep sooner than later ...
*september 27, 2006*
let's see. today i slept in and woke up around 1ish. it was cool though. ate breakfast and watched more lost episodes. sometime in the afternoon i finally called the gap outlet gm and asked him how my application was. he told me that the e-mail from my gm said i wasn't ready for the position. and so from hearing that, i felt really crushed. (i wrote about it on a separate entry). and so for the rest of the day, i felt pretty crappy. i felt that i was betrayed and no one believes in me and all that stuff. had some okay moments here and there but was pretty sad throughout the entire day. just stayed home and ate food cause i didn't feel like doing anything else. watched my wednesday night shows. top model was alright. megan, my fave, went home tonight. oh wells. i hope monique goes home though. even though she's pretty, she's such a bitch. =/. ehhh. after that, watched the lost recap episode. hooray i'm excited for next week. then after that, watched project runway. i'm glad all 4 are going to the fashion show. i previewed the collection on one of my ew magazine's and michael's isn't looking too hot. too hoochie. i hope he still does well though. if not him, definitely jeffrey. next would be uli, then laura. we'll see how it goes though. watched more tv for a bit and then my babe called. i was in a bleh mood and i told him what happened and how i felt. i haven't really broken down and cried in a while and so it was kind of therapeutic to do that. thanks for listening baybuh! i love you (and hif). talked for a while, well mostly me crying and telling my feelings. said goodnight and then chilled. couldn't sleep cause i kept on thinking about stuff. eventually slept around 3ish.
*september 26, 2006*
woke up pretty early today. 2nd morning shift in a row. =/ . ate breakfast and got ready. went to work. 8-3 today. work was alright. opened registers and ran some gobacks for a while. cashiered some as well. pretty boring day. blah blah. so tired. clocked out at 3 and then went home. just chilled. watched tv, ate ice cream, and took a little nap. woke up later on. around 7 or 8ish, got ready and went to my babe's house. went to california pizza kitchen cause i had a coupon. =). ate there and ordered the salad and tomato basil pizza. it was very good. afterwards, craved boba so we went to tapioca express. i guess jr work's there (i think it's him) but i didn't really recognize him. hehe. hi! banana creme slush tasted so good. =). left and then went to walmart. bought a whole bunch of random stuff - shall we dance dvd, graphic tee, protein shake mix (i'm going to give it a try), etc. they overcharged me on my diet pills and i couldn't return it cause they were about to close. oh wells. i'll return it next time. went back to my babe's house and then drove home. chilled a bit, went online, said goodnight to my babe, and eventually slept ...
*september 25, 2006*
today i woke up around 5:45. ate breakfast and got ready. went to work. 7:15-12 today. it's cool cause i got a short day today (even though i only get one break). oh wells. opened registers and then worked in men's clearance. i did that for the majority of my shift. it was cool though cause i got to clean it up and it looks a whole lot better now. =). clocked out and then went home. wanted to go to target but didn't need to. ate some lunch and then watched more lost episodes. i can't wait until the next season starts on wednesday! took a nap (kinda sorta) and then woke up around 3:30ish. just chilled. watched more lost and hung out. and here i am now. hopefully i finish the entries i missed today. i applied for the logistics supervisor position at banana. no one's contacted me yet about interviews which sucks. it gets me feeling all bleh but hopefully something will turn up eventually. so yeah, guess that's it for now. letterz ...
*september 24, 2006*
i woke up at my babe's house around 11ish. chilled and ate a little. then went home. got ready and then went to work. 2:30-9. weird shifts this week. anyways, work was okay. rang a bit and also worked in the fitting room and gobacks. the usual i guess. exchanged my babe's hoodie during my lunch. closed registers and recovered a bit more in mens. clocked out at 8:30 and left. got gas for my car and then went home. chilled. ate some dinner while watching more lost episodes. =). chilled, went online, and eventually went to sleep ...
*september 23, 2006*
today i woke up pretty late. just chilled, ate breakfast and got ready. went to work. i guess i have a 4-10 shift. hehe. oh wells. work was alright. spent some time in the fitting room and then recovered afterwards. worked in men's which is cool cause i like it there. we had a manager from fashion taking over as closing ceo. there goes my chance for being keyholder while damian's out. =/. ehh, whatever. bought fritz's last minute bday present during my lunch. clocked out early and then went to my babe's house. prepared the presents and chilled a bit. went to holly's house with my babe. hooray house party. didn't drink like usual but took a few sips of stuff. =). ate so much junk food though. ehhh. played some party games and at the end, had a little heart to heart with someone. hopefully things will turn out okay. =). babe was sleeping in my car. took him home. i was supposed to sleep over at my house since my mom is gone for the weekend but i was tired and i haven't seen my babe in a while. so yeah, slept over at his house.
*september 22, 2006*
woke up around 11ish today. ate breakfast and got ready. went to work. 1-10. it was weird doing an 8-hour shift since i haven't had one in a while. but yeah, managed. hehe. mostly cashiered for the day. did other things here and there. work was pretty okay i guess. nothing much interesting happened. started watching 'all you've got' during my lunch. it's okay so far. hooray michael coupon! hehehe. clocked out at 10 and then went home. mom bought some food at plaza bonita so i ate some. mmm good. hehe. chilled a bit, went online. for whatever reason, i was almost done with paper mario and i decided to finish the game. sometimes finish at 3am. but yeah, hooray. i did it! i might get the sequel whenever it comes out. after that, eventually slept ...
*september 21, 2006*
today i woke up pretty early. got ready and then went to work. 8-3. work was okay. opened registers and did some gobacks. cashiered. clocked out and then left. went to dollar tree and bought honey. wanted to drop by my babe's house but he wasn't home. oh wells. just went home. chilled. ate a bit and played some paper mario. watched some tv. took a nap. woke up later that day. nothing on tv tonight so i played more paper mario. just chilled and eventually slept ...