definitely not the new start i was expecting ...

[disflipnamedjay]

so i haven't been updating recently just cause i'm lazy and i don't really feel like writing about my emotions. i really wanted to stick with my daily updates but when you're backed up so much, you just say *f* it (like anyone reads this anyways). but yeah, i need to let my feelings out. i need to vent and release my emotions. things are different

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[anonymous]

You're not alone Jay. I went through my own stage of obliviousness for a while but after I realized that the only person who could get myself out of it was, well, myself, I woke up and seized the day. Now I am at a place in my life where the only way to go is up, and there is no limit to what I can and will accomplish in my life.

Getting out of relationships is always a hard thing.. remember how many years ago with me and my tumultuous past? Man, that was most definitely a hard time, but I learned and became stronger from it. Not without my share of mistakes I may add, but I did grow. A lot.

I'm glad that you can still see the world in a good light even through your biased situation. It sucks, I've been there in my own way too. You're strong Jay, and from what I know you've become so much stronger from how many years ago too.

I know you still got my number, and feel free to call me if you want. I'll talk with you. [=

-Marc