geez - i get harassed when i don't write in there, so i hope this makes you happy. like usual, i cannot sleep, so i am up and about trying to find things to do. i played poker last night, which was really fun. i didn't win any money, but it was an overall fairly good night. it was nice to get my mind off of things ( Read more... )

[so quiet ( Read more... )

blah. i didn't get much sleep last night, so i tried to take a nap after my morning class. i slept good for about 20 minutes, but then i had a nightmare and woke up. i couldn't get back to sleep for an hour, so i just decided to get up. i'm still plagued by nightmares - not as much as before though. i'm going through my mood cycles again, and today ( Read more... )

i stole this from my old RA jules (i miss ya girl!), who stole it from me years ago ( Read more... )

i just got back from a nice weekend away from kent. i got to relax, eat some good food, and see some friends. during my time of relax, i got to sort out some junk going on in my life, and find out some stuff about myself. i made some priorities, and started to organize myself. i feel good - nice and relaxed. hopefully i'll get some awesome sleep ( Read more... )

i actually got some good sleep last night. i haven't really gotten any good sleep this past month or so. i went to bed at 10 and didn't wake up till just a bit ago. i should probably start going to bed early more often ( Read more... )

[situation number one
its the one that's just begun
but evidently its too late

situation number two
its the only chance for you
it's controlled by denizens of hate

situation number three
it's the one that no one sees
all too often dismissed as fate

situation number four
the one that left you wanting more
tantalized you with its bait]

just got back, and it's time to relax. tonight got somewhat better. the depression seems to taper off after awhile. the sting becomes less and less everyday as i grow more numb. as much as i don't want to admit it, i seem to be losing faith in people. was i just too naive before, too trusting? time to sleep off the bitterness, and start a new day ( Read more... )

i've had a rough day. seems like some are good, and others not so good. i'm just so confused with my life right now. i don't know what to do. i have so many issues that i'm dealing with. my last year of school is coming up, and it's freaking me out. i literally have less than a year here in canton/kent then hopefully i'm getting out of ohio. i've ( Read more... )

[there's no need to test my heart
with useless space
these roads go on forever
there will always be a place for you in my heart]