and i assume too much like breathing in my sleep

no sleep
coffee
classes
nap
work
liquor
40+ cigarettes
valium
wine

repeat.

"how'd i end up here to begin with? i dont know."

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"and with you and i just barely strangers...but damn dont the streets feel empty just wandering around here without you ( Read more... )

when i got back to my apartment tonight and i got through the front door of the building someone had aparently cooked tacos or something with taco spices and it reminded me of living at westbury apartments when i was in 5th grade- cause there was this family from syria that always cooked food with crazy spices that filled the whole building. i ( Read more... )

mmmmm...belle and sebastian, smoking a cigarette all alone in my cold apartment.

just stop it. stop with the away messages the sad quotes that bring back the memories. stop making me have such vivid dreams involgin you that i wake up and dont even realize it was a dream. stop me from looking around my room and see you everywhere. stop making me hur tnad stop making me feel so alone. stop telling me you cant talk to me, stop ( Read more... )

everyone com visit me tonight at work! i'm cocktailing from 6pm to 2am! come watch me and the work crew stumble around!

oh ps. i changed my aim name. its now 'citythatbreaksus'

today was a weird day. got my haircut and then hung out with miss alicia. we had lunch at mary angelos and then got heckled by drew on the street and he forced us to go into Need where alicia spent 200 bucks on stuff and i *gasp* spent nothing! i am so proud of myself. while alicia was trying stuff on drew asked me 'where my boo was' and of course ( Read more... )