blasts from the past
Heh..its hard imagining that i've only known chris, jake and jessa for only about a year.. it feels like i've known them forever, we all just bonded so greatly towards eachother. In this year i had experienced so much.. just with this group of people. A great night to remember was halloween. Even though i regret ALOT of what happened.. but yet.. thinking back, when we were out trick or treating.. or realizing that jake had somewhat of a small crush on me.. it was all just so fun. I remember hanging out up in jakes room with the fog machine in there while carissa and jessa were throwing candy at me, chris and jake. Or at thanksgiving when i went up to christine's aunt and uncles house for the holiday. I just wish i could go back and relive it again. Heh.. that night of the sleep over. Boy oh boy did my dad want to "disown" me then. He was so worked up over me spending the night at chris' house WHILE jake was also. Even though it was supervised..heh. When i took pictures of him sleeping it was priceless.. putting the cherrios and syrup on his forhead and arielle and chris putting on makeup..jeez. OH.. and none of us forgot when i took off his pajama pants and i ended up waking up with them on my head. we were always so close at school.. always hanging out..well that is before the fighting occured.. but thats later on in the story. That night Jessa, Chris and I saw gothika was unforgetable. The sound was out half of the movie.. so we sat there and made up subtitles for the characters.. "i'm sorry miss, but, your donkey died! *bursts out crying*.. heh.. inside joke ;) Fast forwarding to Christmas Eve... oh that was so fun. We all exchanged gifts at jakes house.. gosh.. that was great. I remember after christmas, jake, chris and i saw Cheaper By The Dozen. Just thinking back on these things.. it was just so awesomely cool. I remember going months without being home on a friday night. We always found something to do. Like when we went to Jhamba Juice with jake, chris and jessa. I ordered the Razmatazz because i thought the name was cool.. and everyone told me it would taste bad..but after we got our drinks..everyone tried mine and liked it the most..so alot of my drink was "donated" to the others.. Then later on.. when Chris and Jessa started fighting.. thats when things got bad. Jake started being a really bad bf towards chris.. and everything started to crumble from there. What used to be 4 best friends turned into an ex bestfriend.. a couple and me.. the loner. When i found out i was moving.. everything got worse. a week before i moved, jake and chris broke up, and chris was going through such a hard time. I was depressed also..leaving everything behind. Whenever i got sad.. i thought about the first time Jake, Chris and I ever hung out. It was the week before Halloween.. and we decided to go see School Of Rock at the movies. after that we went to an EC game for homecoming.. but we didnt like it there so we left back to jakes.. Hung out in the backyard some, then went to Karaoke night. Haha..it was awesome. We never went up to sing..but we had a good time enjoying ourselves. Now since i'm back in oceanside.. i feel bad that it isnt the same anymore..and that we cant do the things we used to do. But so is life. I miss home already.. and i will be back soon enough. Its just great to know i have memory.. and that this year was by-far the best year i've had so far. So enough of my memories and blabbing.. update an actual post later on =) <3