tell me about your love affairs; tell me about your moral resignations

[dismal_star]

an entry about "the stoop" as it is so commonly referred to among those who "know" me here

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[it_always_hurts]

in washington, i learned a phrase.

"let a bright one catch your fancy eye and you'll be all fair and complete."

it makes more sense than you might think at first. just let it roll around your mouth for a minute, and you'll get it. you aren't incomplete. you aren't inferior, and you certainly aren't incapable of the beauty you see in others. we are all teenagers and we are all awkward and we are all alone and we just fumble with our numb fingers and distract ourselves when we feel threatened and i promise you, meghan, promise you with a nice bit of sincerity and a second serving of honesty that you, above everything else, will be all right.

eventually, yeah. things will be all right.

[coheedcambria85]

meghan without you i never would have gone to the stoop. without you, i would not have met half the people i have. without you, i would not want to be in this school right now. having only known you for a few weeks now i think you are one of the most amazing people out there. you have a personality that people just gravitate towards, you have this way of bringing people together and making them laugh and have fun, no matter how bad life is at the moment. this is probably one of the hardest things to do and you should never feel like it is your job to entertain everyone else. remember your feelings need to come first in your life, i will always be next door for you to talk to. <3 smile my dear things can only get better. besides kasey doesnt know what he is missing underneath of that ani difranco poster....

[dismal_star]

dina, you fucking gaywad, you just made me cry. i <3 you.

[onlyfoolsrushin]

i have just recently lost a guy who was one of my best friends for the past four years...because he became a total cock. but its ok bc i love you <3

[silh0uetted]

maybe we sit there for other reasons as well. maybe we sit there because it feels better to be sad around others. maybe we like to have others make us feel better without even knowing it. maybe we just dont want to sit in our rooms ALL the time and listen to dashboard. even though you and i do that anyways. i think we sit out there, not just to wait for others, but to wait for ourselves to realize how much we have already, how much we've got to have at some point in the future. it can't always be like this. its gotta even out sometime.

but i know. its like you read my mind.

and oh yeah, philadelphia is kicking my ass too so you're not alone.