Can't I ever win?

I got to thinking this morning about something that's been on my mind lately. I feel like i'm at a point in my life where I don't know who I am anymore.It feels like I can't define myself. What really defines a person? Friends, passions, loves, careers? If my freinds define me then I haven't the slightest idea who I am.I surround myself with people ( Read more... )

Tuesday, Apr 8th, 2008 -- It can be a challenge to trust what you cannot perceive, but the rewards are great for seeing beyond the three-dimensional world. It won't take long for the magic to appear if you close your eyes and temporarily forget about your real world responsibilities. It will follow you around through the day as long as you don't ( Read more... )

Come Home.Give In.Forget It.Sing Songs.Think Alot.Sleep Soundly.Don't Quit.Remember Me.

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I've made up my mind.I'm probably kidding myself, and I'm not going to let it get me down.I will expect the worst, and merely hope for the best.I need to keep my head on straight.

They say a watched pot, won't ever boil.Can't raise a baby on motor oil.Just like a seed, down in the soil, gotta give it time.

So I will..

I cant really say much about this.But i am so proud of myself.I finally am beginning to understand things in life and the people involved.Sometimes you just have to give things time before they can be understood, and dont try to rush things.

So my classes are good..I have only two..so yeah.Anyway I made a friend in my math class yayyy.I got a paper cut by 5 peices of paper at once this morning.Ouch is underrated.Other than that..i have to go to the gym, get art supplies, and buy a book today.Oh yeah, I also have a whole new respect for models..lol.My art teacher made all of us stand up ( Read more... )

heyy long time no updatee.well lets see..I've been going to the gym everyday since the week before x mas, trying to get in my best shape i can be..it's part of my new years resolution, speaking of that..
1.get my priorites in order.
2.get in a healthy physical and mental state and be as fit as possible.
3.don't let bad boyfriends ruin my life again ( Read more... )

 So the last two nights were very eventful.Tuesday night robbie and yankee came two blows over money.Apperently its all because of his new gf, yes the one that pissed her pants.Idk.And last night I went to check out jon's new house after drink ohh i'd say about 7 beers.So in other words i was nice and drunk.I had a couple shots of scotch, just ( Read more... )

I'm going to work on some art tonight I think.
Money sucks.I mean, seriously.I feel like so bad because my dad works so hard to support our family.And me, I dont even have a job.I've been looking for one for months.I've had to have applied to at least a couple dozen places.I mean, what the hell?The economy sucks.Fuck you George W. Bush. We went ( Read more... )