So, yeah, last night was midstates and Ben was coming, and things were rocky before he even got up here. Well, they have been kinda weird since after monday when he stopped answering his cell when I called half the time, and Ben, I still think it was on purpose, and i didnt appreciate it. Then he was supposed to come to my house at 5 yeaturday so ( Read more... )

I feel like crawling under a rock and dying. I wish stuff would fucking go my way for once. Yup... been crying on and off since like 830/9. life sucks a big fat F*cking mullet! (and no that was not in direct relation to the mullet bitch). I didnt have time to eat all day (literally) and so the last thing (minus 1/2 a cookie at 1st per) that I had ( Read more... )

Melissa is a worry wart... here is the list of what I worried about today (not necessarily in any particular order ( Read more... )

The stupid LJ sight stopped responding and deleted my entire entry instead of posting it... soo aggrivating.

I ended up going to LTI. It was amazing. The best programming out of any weekend I have been to (8 of them). I bonded with sooo many people, and made some new friends. I would just like to say, for the record, I LOVE DANA AND CHARLOTTE!!! ( Read more... )

I HATE BEING GROUNDED! (I guess thats why they do it) but its not even the fact that I am grounded. Its the fact that its been like 5 days and they still dont know the fucking punishment! (yeah thats right Ben, they HAVENT decided!) ugg! Meanwhile I have to walk to school and to and from work, (no walking from school thanks to the dear Douglas), ( Read more... )

This year's halloween, even tho I didnt celebrate it, has got to be one of the GREATEST days I have ever had ( Read more... )

So yeah, today was OK at best. I failed my spanish quiz because I fell asleep on the phone last night and didn't wake up till this morning. Little did I know it was worth 90 fucking points. Oh well I guess. Then in cooking, it was pretty chill. We finished cooking my pizza *yay for making pizza dough all by yourself* and continued our Kitchen 4 vs ( Read more... )

I hate this. I am exhausted because I am constantly doing something,I never have a moment to just sit and relax. There is always something I am doing or should be doing. I never get everything accomplished. I feel so overwhelmed that it is insane. After being on the run to the point that I barely have time to sleep even a couple hours a night, I ( Read more... )

YYYYAAAAAAYYYYY FOR COLLEGE CLASSES GETTING CANCELLED! WAHOO!! Midterm is postponed until thursday! That is good. Yesturday was not good. David R's Arrowhead house went bye bye ::tear:: poor David. At work, all of a sudden the whole room filled with smoke from the crack in the door, and we closed 3.5 hours early and we were like carrying kids to ( Read more... )

1.Boyfriend's name: Ben ( Read more... )