I feel, overall, gross and mostly discombobulated, and for no amazingly good reason at all. Which is what I tend to do, so I guess I really shouldn't be as mystified as I am. I guess that's the reason why I cut all of my hair off, in the hopes that such a drastic change would carry over to other personal issues, but, 2 days into it, and no such ( Read more... )

So I guess we're back home now, even though I think I left my mind on the other side of the country. There's a lot to say and even more time to say it, so I won't really bother with any specifics at the moment, mainly because I still have yet to get my own computer. My life ( Read more... )

So the trip is going really quite well if I do say so for myself, which, obviously, I am. The money issue wasn't one until yesterday when I realized that I only have $900 left and a few more cities to go (New York and D.C.) plus the trip BACK. I think we'll be pulling some late nights driving back to make it across this fair country of ours faster ( Read more... )

Well we're less than like, a half hour from getting in the car and driving away. It's all packed and clean and I can't say that we're both not scared shitless. BUT FUCKING HOORAY. :LSMDLKSD:LGMLSKDHG":LS

I'm in one of those moods where I think every thing is hilarious and I keep thinking of witty shit to say, but then there's no one to say it to in this computer lab, and no one to say it to online, so I'm just sitting here and giggling like a fucking idiot because I keep repeating the word "padussy" in my head. alskdhg ( Read more... )

So honestly, if someone would just love to drop off a satchel of 5g's on my doorstep, that would be fantastic. My money is blowing away before my eyes and I can't stop it, and now with the death of my laptop (R.I.P. Simone) it's just going to fly out even faster. I'm torn between dropping the cash to get a new computer, around an even $1,000 or ( Read more... )

Here's an observation, made in my intensely lazy day today ( Read more... )

Honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm a ball of flesh and that's about it. What the fuck am I supposed to be doing right now? I should be out and about, making use of the time that I have, the same time that seems to be slipping through my fingers faster than I actually thought, but instead all I'm doing is sitting here, huddled in a sweatshirt, and ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if my ambition actually exceeds my perceived talent. People always say to shoot for your dreams and all of that optimistic bullshit, but you have to sit back and wonder if you're going to be one of those people that can actually attain those dreams, or if you're going to be one of the countless others who's bogged down by the ( Read more... )

Haha, soooo, I think I'm allowed one useless expenditure per semester and I think that I just fulfilled that quota ( Read more... )