changes seem right.


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split between 2 people ( Read more... )

i put a lot of emphasis into things and people that really aren't that important. i mean i worry about issues that don't really weigh much on my worth.

i feel like i need to thank my closest friends for putting up with me.

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i have a new livejournal this ones pretty depressing and all about him.
let me know if you want in on it

i have no idea.

so friday/saturday was pretty much just raging for 10 hours straight and having the most rediculous life with the best people ever.

i am looking forward to Brooklyn this weekend and getting away. i am excited for who i'm going with and getting to know them better.

i can't complain about much, and it's nice to have ladies to love. I'm a lot happier than i've been in a while.

today was a horrible ending to a really frusterating weekend ( Read more... )

this whole year my life has been dedicated to him, whether it's me loving him,wanting to hate him, or feeling lost without him, he's been everything. and sometimes i feel like i'm a mess and pathetic for caring so much about someone, but for all the pain i went through i would never take it back. i don't want to go back to the way things were, i ( Read more... )

physically i am a mess and it's the one thing i can't completely control and theres really nothing i can do now. i have had two biopsies in the past week and i'm hopeful yet nervous for the results. i have always been shy to speak about my health issues with my parents or anyone else(just one of my social anxieties) and it makes me feel foolish ( Read more... )

it dosen't feel like it's been a year ( Read more... )