and back in that place where you come from
I've been doing a lot of drawing. Some of it my vampire sketches for the comic I was considering, and a good chunk of it related to the FB roleplay. I seriously can't get over Szayel. No matter how much I try. May post here. May not. It's a bunch of random things thrown together. I posted one of the pictures of Szayel I made on Wtf Wednesday. Felt kinda cool, though I can't help but wonder if that counts as pimping my art but.... eh.
I would very much like to write a serious fanfic at some point. Perhaps a long, multichaptered srsbsns fic. Or mild humor with a somewhat random set of characters thrown together or... I don't really know. I'd just like to write a fanfiction. A long one. And one that actually stays together. Anyone that knows me knows my fanfictions lose everything and collapse halfway through, and that I hate this fact.
I would so very much like to change it. Naturally, it would be Bleach, because I've yet to find a new series I'm interested in, but... I suppose not all things can change. Perhaps Bleach is holding me back and is the very reason I never finish anything, and Kubo's trolling my writing abilities. I must say that I highly doubt this, though. So I'll probably be crossing that one out.
Anyway. I guess I don't have much to say, though I suppose it should be known that I'm back from tennessee and have no intention of ever being forced back there. And that I had a sort of fight with my mother when I got back and it was one of those stalemate arguments where not much was really settled but you'll get along for the time being... Sigh. Every argument I ever have.. just falls apart. I really am a terrible speaker. Really truly am. I can type something out, win an argument with all my psuedointellectual logic. But never, ever, can I speak aloud. My mask cracks too easily when I'm speaking aloud.
Must fix.
But yeah. I'm back. I have no friends to come back to, but I suppose this will change in the approaching schoolyear. Or at least I should hope so. It's become a trend that I don't get along very well with people in real life...