i don't feel the need to write much anymore because relatively few people read my journal entries and nothing spectacular has happened lately ( Read more... )

this prior weekend was supposed to be devoted to getting acquainted with my father of whom i have not had contact with for approximately twelve years. although i was beyond excited to finally meet him after all these years, it was not to be. he called me up on friday to inform me that he was busy that set weekend and that i wasn't able to come ( Read more... )

i talked to my baby last night. we smoothed out some bumps that we had before. i'm so glad we did. the status between us are the same, we're loosely together and we both don't plan to date other people, but we're not exclusive. we're somewhere in between and that is totally fine until i go see them. it made me so happy that they agreed to my ( Read more... )

just admitted to myself that i lost a lot of weight recently. fifteen pounds in a matter of a month is a lot. i'm thankful that i'm young because i don't have excess skin from losing a substantial amount of weight in a short period of time. i like my stomach again. it was nice before, but looking back on myself, i had chipmunk cheeks. however ( Read more... )

tonight was a night that i felt depressed and gloomy. i felt as though i was given the shaft. i kept my mouth shut because i didn't want to force a subject that didn't need to be forced. i assumed that things were one way and i've learned countless times what assuming does...it makes me an ass. so no more assuming. i'm going to make the best ( Read more... )

didn't get to talk to my baby last night. they were probably busy. we still need to talk. i love you baby.

i'm going to get in contact with my biological father. i have to make a series of phone calls but i plan to meet up with him before i go to college.

peace. t^b

my special someone came home from their trip. they were tired and looked like they were going to passed out. it was raining there so it was kind of chilly and there wearing multiple layers, but oh did they look good. that's when you realize someone is truly gorgeous, when they can wear unrevealing clothing and still look hot. my baby's hott ( Read more... )

i'm just checking who usually replies to my entries. i may delete this though.

peace. t^b

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distantwanderer

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i miss my baby. i can't wait until they come home, so i can spend time with them. what makes it worse is that i don't know when they will be back. i have a feeling that they will be gone for a long time. its a bit depressing, but i know the feeling will dissipate upon their return. when i woke up this morning, they were the first thought on my ( Read more... )

lately, i've been talking about the previous day or night in my entries. today will be no different ( Read more... )