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[distorted_tact]

jaxadora tagged me in a meme to post things that made me happy over the next 8 days, but I don't think I can do it. I'm totally effing depressed right now, I had to turn down my offer to attend a semester in London this summer. I just couldn't make the money work

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[jaxadora]

:( I just posted a private entry about how much it kills me that I couldn't study abroad in England next year. T-T I'm so heart-broken and kind of just need to get out of this country and England was where I wanted to go. It was for money problems too that I couldn't go. My mum was all for me studying abroad, I had all of these GPA problems, I got accepted and then she says she doesn't have the money.

*Hugs* Let's drown in our anglophile blues together, k?

[distorted_tact]

Yes, let's. *Hugs back*

What bothers me the most is that my family has the money, but Dad won't pay for it because he's way disappointed with my grades in general. Which I get, it's his money, he shouldn't have to pay for an expensive trip overseas if he's not happy with my grades, but it still makes me so pissed and sad. I'm used to being utterly spoiled, and it bothers the hell out of me when on the rare occasion he puts his foot down and says no. I'm trying to work on not expecting everything out of life.