the fire in her eyes grew dim and died...

[distortedchaos]

Its that time of the year again...the time to feel like absolute shit when there really isnt anything wrong...i feel sick...i really really need to improve my eating habits...i just dont have time to make myself stuff so i settle for eating crap all the time...yuck im done...i cant wait for this semester to be over...im just soo tired of everything

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[felicitous]

yea. we definitely need to hang out. i kinda feel that way about my brother too... only he's not getting straight A's or applying to amazing colleges. but keep this in mind: you and i are the oldest. somehow the younger sibling always ends up being compared to you, not the other way around. i am constantly being reminded of my failures through evan's successes. but it goes two ways: right now my parents are going nuts because he's not getting his apps in on time, not editing his essays, and they keep coming to ME to ask what he should do. i feel so fucking bad for him. try and see the other side.... not because you should feel sorry for ryan, but it will make you feel better. xoxo

[distortedchaos]

yah...oh well younger siblings suck :)