soooooooooo vacation hasnt been too interesting or eventful...ive worked, gone out a lot, bought tj a lot of fish lol...last nite was pretty damn fun though and worth mentioning. Headed to the apartment in Beverly to chill with the gang minus eileen cuz she didnt show up. I played my first game of beer pong lol yes i kno im a loser but i figured ( Read more... )

I hate being blown off, honestly it makes me feel stupid, makes me feel like nobody cares, like i only have a few good friends who i can trust. I feel foolish, stupid to think people would actually chose me over other things. I dont like being lied to, and New Years Eve just became another nite in which i was blown off for "better" things and it ( Read more... )

why is it that parents have to favor one child more than the other, and then make it so blatantly obvious that its sickening. My mom says its soo sad when moms and daughters dont talk anymore...well mom we are gettin pretty close and you can blame it on your son. Im sick about hearing of all his stupid petty shit...he cant just be happy he got ( Read more... )

soooooo xmas was great...both of them...i got tons of stuff :) tj got me the best presents ever. Jord amd ash have spent the last few days here and its been great cept i wana kill my brother and she wants 2 kill her sister. Ive done i bunch of shoppin but ive missed my love like WOAH! i feel like i havent spent any time with him at all...took em ( Read more... )

i can sum up my life in one sad little word...WORK...blah off 2 work with em then bath n body works ...again

soooo since my last post ive been doing nothing but working basically which isnt too bad....just tiring..working 35 hours at bath and body works, 7 with emily and i have 3 finals this should be an interesting week ( Read more... )

It hits you like a ton of bricks when you realize that you are never going to see someone ever ever again...

Since Heaven has become your home ( Read more... )

soooo today wasnt too bad...work was kinda boring...nobody was really there...so me n maura sat out back n ate chinese food...im really guna miss that chick wen she goes bak 2 New Orleans...she helped me unbury my car and then i drove her and helped her unbury hers. Santa was next to us unburying his lol ( Read more... )

soooooooo yesterday was insane...lab final and math quiz...not so bad...Working with emily OK, Working til fuckin two o clock in the fuckin am at bath n body works NOT COOL. Last nite was like the most intense amount of work ive ever done...i have cuts all over me from deciding not to give a fuck and ripping boxes open with my hands, jumping from ( Read more... )