Jealousy

[distortedtruth_]

i dont think its quite normal to be this jealous about it. to be this envious of such mediocrity.

i really just want to get out of here, run away and never, EVER look back. i'm so sick of looking back, of being wistful, or looking forward and being impatient. is it too much to want to enjoy the now?

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[blondeflutist05]

i won't say i knmow how you feel, cause i obviously don't, but i can sympathize a little. that's exactly how i feel about my home as well. i'm so happy to finally be at college cause i feel like now i don't have to look back at what's at home. i can finally get away from that environment into something that i enjoy. i love you girl and i'm here if you ever wanna talk.

love ya!!

blondie