I need to talk to my mom, I thikn I'm gonna move in with steven for a week so everyone forgets about how stupid I am and just wants me to come back. But I'd need the landrover to get to school...so...I don't really know how I'll pull it off, but I REAllY need to get out of this house for a little bit.
I left school with Andrew, Tony P. and Matt S. today, and we went to the beach and it was SO RELAXING. You have no clue, I wrote a ska/reggae song, and watched Andrew eat dirt to the max. Then we saw a milf and Matt annoyed her with his guitar playing. I'm sure she didn't appreaciate it. lol. It was fun though.
That's it, I smoked my last fehg. No more smoking. I feel like a better person now just from throwing that last burning filter into the street though. Real good.
I don't doubt that I'll start again one day when I'm much older though. It always was there for me to relax when no one else was though...to bad it'll kill me. Ironic I