GOODBYE.

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i'm done with this journal. & with a lot of other things. people you think are your friends will go & believe a stranger over you. not even give you the benefit of the doubt. well fuck it. i am whatever you say i am. what's the point in proving someone wrong when they've already invested their negativity into it

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connie..

i guess i should stop acting immature and apologize.. yeah, i did say some grimey shit about u and half of it wasnt true, but ALL of it was out of anger.. i mean, how would u feel if u had a relationship with someone and even if yall wasnt dating at that time, ya bestest homegirl came and did some grimey shit to u and let dude sleep over her crib and u feelin him and shit? so, if anyones grimey, itz u. i was just cold to u.. and im sorry for it.. but now i cant ever trust u, kuz u gave me a serious reason not to.. feel me? i hope we can still b on good termz or wutever.. but thats up to u.. get at me.. mrzmurda or hoiier or on here

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i know, i know. i was wrong. i'm sorry. i still wanna be cool with you. i never had a problem with you. but then you took cam's side & it just hurt me. cuz i swear on my life i aint fuck with cam. i mean, you gon' believe whatever, but im lettin you know. the whole john thing -- yeah, that was my fault. very grimey on my part. i'm just really sorry about the whole thing. i still love you leah.

oh & happy birthday girl <33.