karen.....i just talked to daves sister and it hurt my heart.... i feel so bad that she is sooo upset...and misses him so much and i member all the fun times we had and i thought he would be here forever....i member so much that night atthe park with dave his sis and serg it was insane.....i slept over at sergs that night and he took me to watch the stars and he told me how amazing and everything i was....i was amazing to him then....but i lost that when he realized i was gonna die....i looked in the mirror today and i smiled and for 5 seconds i was like everything is sooo good and im happy finally im happy but i sunk 5 seconds later when i realized it was only the pills makin me this way....wouldnt it be nice to be happy without a bottle of pills.....i would like that but its never gonna happen......apparently im severely depressed and i probably will be on pills for years.....years....that makes me wanna cry.....why did someone else hurt me sooo bad and all these memories happened like dominos and they caused hurt sooo now i have to
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