i want to kill mike ( Read more... )

the past few days have been really good. i've been quite happy for no aparent reason. it's nice ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

i don't want to go.
i don't want everyone to know all over again.
this can't really be happening.
it can't.

i don't want him to go. i don't want him to leave me. it hurts too much.
it's not happening.

group was intense today. extremely. wow ( Read more... )

i'm fucking sick of everything.
i'm sick of trying to be happy when i fucking can't be.
i'm so fucking sick of it!

i've decided that numbness is much better than feeling. i'd rather feel like this... numb.. than depressed. does that make sense? i think it does. but feeling this way, makes me feel fucking insane. i don't know.

While You Loved Me ( Read more... )

i got my hair done yesterday ( Read more... )

i hate you.
i hope you die.
suck a fat hairy wrinkily cock. and hate it.
maybe you'll choke on the fucker and die. i hope.