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Aug 17, 2004 16:48

today was non stop thinking. and it wasnt good thinking. it wasnt thinking that had anything to do with school. it was a thinking that just made me feel worse about everything. and it was a thinking that hurt. it hurts to know how much you like someone.... i mean really like. not the fucking oh i like you lets go out and its over in 2 weeks when ( Read more... )

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xtsmx August 17 2004, 21:42:19 UTC
hey, thanks for the reply on my lj post, i appreciate it and made me feel a bit better knowing that there are better things that are awaiting me in places outside of jax. As far as the situation with the guy you're into, the best thing i can tell you is to be honest with him... Sit him down, tell him how you feel and to ask that if he were at all any form of friend to you that he would understand. It won't necessarily bring him into your arms but he'll know someone really does care for him more than the girl with the itchin' crotch needing man meat in her loins, so to speak. Just be honest. Hiding things only broods things and if he can't accept that, thats one less person you should have to worry about. Friends should be able to understand feelings like that and be able to stick by your side no matter what. If not then he either isn't really much of a friend or he's got some growing up to do. As all people need to do really... But keep your hopes up, i sat up all night trying to figure shit out and i think i gotta plan. It ( ... )

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disturbed420 August 18 2004, 19:35:43 UTC
no problem i always comment in your journal. its harder to tell him then it sounds ... first of all hes not good at all telling people how he feels let alone hearing it. hes really confused and idont see whats so hard of this decision. its not my fault that he doesnt see what other ppl see but i kinda wish taht he did. i want something real and i feel like i have that with him. i dont know what to think and how to feel becuase if he is not going to feel the same thing in return then i dont want to waist my time, the only thing is that id ont think that i am just ogingt o be able to get over him.

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espirale_vuota August 17 2004, 21:51:38 UTC
Hey, I hope you get that job :)

And god hates everyone, so just ignore him
<3 bye

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xtsmx August 18 2004, 01:22:26 UTC
indeedy.. GOD HATES US ALL like that shitty new slayer cd says!!!

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espirale_vuota August 18 2004, 02:10:19 UTC
ew slayer.

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disturbed420 August 18 2004, 19:36:40 UTC
i got that job.
i ignore him anyway so its all good. i love how your hair is this year.. it loks longer... it looks really good.
xoxo

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anonymous August 18 2004, 14:26:36 UTC
i dont know why you dont like rickey anymore.you know he was a really good friend of yours. you should call him and talk to him he probley still likes you.

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disturbed420 August 18 2004, 19:37:37 UTC
i never said i didnt like him. we still chill and all and he is truly a wonderful person. but i just feel difernt with paul. eerrrrrrr. i hate this whole situation.

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