"...so you just sit there stuck afraid to risk reality afraid to cause your self more pain to face insanity but nothing ventured nothing gained you see your fear's your cage you beg for help but you're alone stuck in a helpless rage..."
Life takes too many turns for the worst and not enough for the better. So the only thing you can really do is look for the bright side of a bad time. The only question is, will it be enough to help you overcome the bad? So look at the past and see how you overcame the last one, and try to make it work as hard as it may seem.
i know its my fault...i know why...i appologise...my own selfish ambitions always get in the way...and i dont know what to say other than im so pissed at myself once again...and i appologise
as for my mood: i want to destroy something beautiful