THis is the latest chat I had with Gwen ( Read more... )

today was.... today.

Cody thinks Sherrie is skipping school. He is making me mad.

Bobbie admitted that she is the one who told that stuff to Cody. But, we already knew.

I have to keep a journal now. It won't be a problem though.

I just got back from Wal- Mart. I got a new bra and undies. GIRLS- YOU MUST TRY THE FRUIT OF THE LOOM BOY-CUT LYCRA UNDIES!!! THEY ARE SOOO COMFORTABLE!!!

I've yet to tell my mom about me cutting. I think I'll tell her soon......

On the way to Wal-Mart... we had a long heart - to -

I got checked out early today. I was feeling bad. While I was waiting on the nurse, I felt violated. Louis Jones kept asking me questions about "what would you do....". Then he asked me to move over by him right after he asked "What would I do if someone was touching on me". I said, "I don't know". I said no when he asked me to move over by him. I ( Read more... )

For the first time in a while I'm actually pretty happy.

I told Mr. Shaffer and Shawn about my cutting problem. Mr. Shaffer is going to tell my mom for me and going to help get me a therapist. Shawn comforted me and made me feel good about myself.

THere is no need for me to worry anymore. Because I've wanted to stop. I've tried to stop. But I ( Read more... )

I WANT FUDGE!!!


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I feel so bad. I lied to my mom about the scrapes and stuff on my wrist. We were out eating and she noticed them. PJ said, "What happened to your wrist?". I thought quick and said, "I fell.". He said, "when?". I told him, "coming from art a few days ago. Shawn wouldn't stop touching my shoulders and it hurts when he does so I was running and ( Read more... )

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Lately I've been feeling kind of alone. I mean, I know I have people I can talk to an all. It is just, they seem kind of distant. IT is hard to explain. I know they are there for me to talk whenever I want to talk, but it just seems like I should just back off if I have a problem. I don't know whats going on. Whatever it is, I dont' like it ( Read more... )

Today sucked. All except for 6th period ( Read more... )