bored bored bored.

i want some company and some love and some new shoes.

so yeah... i'm rockin a torn meniscus and a nice contusion. i have arthoscopic surgery scheduled on 10/4. afterward, I'm supposed to go to florida on the 18th to visit my sister and her new baby girl but i have no idea if thats gonna happen. we'll see how i progress ( Read more... )

seriously, has GOT to be the slowest day ever. I picked up my MRI films for my knee yesterday and I have an appointment today at 4:30. Mind you, this MRI is about a year in the waiting now so i cannot sit still. i came in work early (6am!!) because I couldn't sleep. i think i got about 3 hours total last night. i'm worried, i'm anxious... all ( Read more... )

OPERATION dont gain weight/ possibly lose some while i'm inmobile ( Read more... )

well being that i'm out of commission for the next couple of weeks, i NEED to find new hobbies. ive thought about reading , but i cant even walk to read somewhere cool (like, in the park for example) heeeelllp me. i need ideas ( Read more... )

i converted two of my coworkers to the wonders of soy milk today... via silk's "very vanilla" soy milk. maaaan soy milk has come a long way from the gritty nasty it used to be. i remember just a few years ago it was pretty harsh to drink... now this one tastes like a milk shake ( Read more... )

so i'm listening to my mates of state radio station on www.pandora.com and everything is lovely and dandy, its a great great station. however, out of nowhere CELINE DION comes on. i was just like WTF. i had to complain bc it was just unacceptable and shocking. how the HELL does "beauty and the beast" mix in with mates of state and bubblegum ( Read more... )

man i've been mixing a tablespoon of the protein powder into my morning oatmeal. I also put some smart balance in the oatmeal for some fat. I don't get hungry for hours later. it must be in the zone. it works ( Read more... )

damn, i messed myself up this weekend. i was glad to finally get a road AND mountain bike ride in on the weekend (one usually gets cut out bc i'm busy or gets considerably shortened). i'm just trying to use as much of this wonderful weather before it gets dark and grey (and then i take up my other sports). but alas, i've hurt myself and i dont ( Read more... )

i've suddenly been getting these whimsical feelings that underlying everything i'm kind of just boring and that the things i'm content with doing in my life wouldn't be ok with other people. granted, i've been struggling with another round of re-adjustment due to my stomach troubles. suddenly some of my "safe" foods have been particularly rough ( Read more... )