no offense jess, but i agree. but whoever posted anonymously, have the fucking balls to post your name! uh hello, i'm not exactly agreeing with her but do you see me posting anonymously?! it's not like you've never done that before yourself, so calla le boca pandaho
i know jess, sometimes we have problems judging a person's character and don't know the real person. we fall in love (figuratively speaking) with the perfect person and don't see the bad things! i'm all for you moving on and hope it happens soon for your happiness. congrats with all your strings concerts, luv ya
sorry jess.. i still care.. i always did care.. and that was the problem.. i cared too much.. i was there for you every day.. and when you told me many a times how i was being a bad freind.. it made me feel like shit.. i couldnet take it anymore... and i had to do what i did to be happy about myself... im sorry..
so sorry in fact that------ whatever---- you did what i was sooo scared about.. and that's why i can't be your friend anymore.............. screw you and your friendship.... don't tell me i wasn't there for you.......... big waste of time?
yea.. well you did what i was scared about.. made me feel like shit all the time.. and i know you were there for me.. you were therefor me all the time.. but half the times you were therfore me. you put me in the state that i was in cause i was soo convinced i was doing somtin wrong... being an asshole.. when it was just you being too stuck up on her own fucking depression to realize that other people gave a fuck
as soon as you hung up the phone that day i realized that ive had enuf of you making me feel like shit.. and if loseing one of my best freinds to feel good about myself was the only way to go.. than i really think i chose the right fucking path...
im posting anonymous cause i dont have a lj no more and you know who the fuck i am.
livejournal sucks and it's good that you don't have it anymore.. most likely i did make you feel like shit.. yea.. i NEVER said that you were a bad friend.. i said that you and I had the weirdest relationship... cuz we were sooo great on the phone and soo great out side of school but once we saw eachother in person it all faded away... now.. there was something wrong with that.. and i hung up on you because i'm jess and that's what happens when i hurt...it was all in your brain that you were 'convinced' that you were doing something wrong.. and i cared about you too much too..that's why it doesn't work
You know I love you to death, but you need to let go. If something's bringing you down, let go...surround yourself with happiness not negativity. Some things in life are beyond your control, let it go before it drives you insane. The past is over and you can never bring it back. Regrets are a waste of time because they'll never make anything better. Focus on the future, because you'll find comfort in what life has to offer you down the road. The future is where you can make up for things in the past, but you can never take anything back, remember that. Things happen for a reason, even if it's not what you want. But you have to take control of your life and make it into something that you will enjoy, no one else can do that for you.
i know-- i just wanted certain people to know that it's not okay what they did and are doing to me... i could care less.. i just can't help but to feel really bad about it that's all
Of course you care, that's totally understandable. You were completely betrayed by people you trusted and loved. That's a lot of pain to deal with, Jess, of course you're hurting. All I'm saying is, even tho it's hard to face, sometimes people turn out to be completely the opposite of what you thought. It's hard to accept and it's hard to deal with. You've been doing a great job, but I just don't want you to keep going back, hoping that you'll get a sympathetic reaction out of them, because the sad truth is that you probably won't. You need to do whatever makes you feel better...only you can decide what will work for you. If venting and ranting on LJ is what you need, then go for it and don't listen to me or anyone else if it's not what you want to hear. I know I'm being kind of a hypocrit right now :) We're both dealing with shit right now, and we're both in it together, don't forget that.
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you are happy now. Stop ridiculing the people that aren't your friends anymore....its such a pathetic waste of time.
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as soon as you hung up the phone that day i realized that ive had enuf of you making me feel like shit.. and if loseing one of my best freinds to feel good about myself was the only way to go.. than i really think i chose the right fucking path...
im posting anonymous cause i dont have a lj no more and you know who the fuck i am.
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good thinking.. i dunno
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forgive and forget. what are you trying to prove? tell us all, that way we won't hate you for being cynical and ignorant towards everything.
posting anonymous, degrading messages isn't clearing anything up, its just making you more of a bitch.
go kill yourself instead of killing others.
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