ok now i finally feel ok. i found oiut that we have a gsa and where it is at. it was kinda funny, because when ms.kolway called me out of cals she told it to me all seceative. it was funny, but anywhoo... well if you ppl look for me at lunch, i will be there ok. i alredy know you won't, but i just need some support. it is kinda scary. but i guess ( Read more... )

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ok i am tring to start working again, but when ever i star to get an offer every thing crashes and burns!! i want to go back and star modelikng, but when ever i get an audition, something happens! well i still neeed to call ramon so i can finally see if i can get some work @ the theaters. bu until then i am once again... un emploed. damn, well ( Read more... )

wow you never know how much being home sux until you have been cut off from everything! i just got the phne ;tv;and cpu back onle because i was i was complaning, so iguess my mom got  tired of hearing me yell down the hall.lol. damn im good! ut anywhoo, god ruby is making it so hard for me to get over her! she keeps flurting w/ me and hugging me ( Read more... )

HELLO ALL OF NY PALS! WELL TODAY IS THE FIST DAY OFG THAT STUPID CAT 6 TESTING. JEEZE THAT IS SSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOO STUPID! WELL I AM GONNA BE ON A LITTLE LATER THAT NORMALLY. I HAVE TO GO BRAID MY FRIENDS HAIR... AGAIN.BUT ANYWHOO...I AM COPING WITH THE WHOE BUTT THING I  GUESS I JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT HUH! WELL GOTTA GO GET DRESSED. BOOOO CLOTHES ( Read more... )

god why didnt you ppl tell me my ass is that huge! i knew it was big, but not that big! geeeeeeeeeezeeee!

well i know it has been a while since i have written. THANKS ALEJANDRA FOR THE NU BACKROUND! well update on the whole ruby thing... i have told her andi do feel a little better, but then guess who decided to actually come with us to lunch...her shitty boifriend.omg! he treats her like crap! he made her feel so bad, because his friendswere spreading ( Read more... )

wow you never kno how odd things are until you actually ask some one something. ok i know that youppl are like what the fuck! well i finally told ruy that i still had feelings for her.SO SORRY ALEJANDRA.i told her, and she was kinda surprized.man oh man i was sooo scared to tell her!well at least when i told her she did sound all negitive.   she ( Read more... )

wow have you noticed that righ after you take a nice long nap you feel refreshed! oh.. hey ehy hey! my spring fling came over lastnight!:) oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyaaaaaaaa!lol we just watched a lil tv and wrestled, then other stuff happend, but thats x-rated.lol;) well for all of you ppl who don't know who my spring fling is welll IT SUX TO BE ( Read more... )

hey whats up hommie g's! lol ya i kno i am such a loser, but ummmm ya well one again someone whi i think is cute(read the entry b-4 this one) is taken by one of my friends. la-dee-freakin-da! geeze! why do i fall for ppl that my pals like? what is it? see i meet some one that is cute and then i finde out later that my friend likes them too! jeeeeze ( Read more... )