Some HEAVY shit so READER'S BEWARE...

[diva_divine20]

Who am I?

A conversation with the misses today got me to thinking about whether or not I really know who I am.

5 years in college, what have I learned? How have I grown as a person? Have I reached the infamously sought upon point of self actualization?

It seems to me like I live my life as a series of paradoxes.

I mean, I am educated and

Comments

[dr3adz___]

wh0a...

that was some real shit.
aint too many thats like u..u know that

i swear this is the first entry that actually was interesting to me LOL

[diva_divine20]

lol..thanks miss official...

[no_me_hagas]

Damn dude that was the shit. It was heavy but all truth and absolutely beautiful. A lot of people don't know who they are, they don't even have the slightest idea. They live lives trying to please everyone but themselves sending them into a hole because realistically we can never live up to our own standards all the time let alone someone else's. I live for myself I take my good with my bad, accept the things I can't improve and improve the things I can. That was great dude!

I know who I am

Much Love and Respect

[diva_divine20]

>yea, i think we all go through that phase where we try to please everyone. Usually its during high school when most people are tryin their hardest to blend in with the crowd.
>college tends to be the opposite for the most part, most people have grown to the point where they are try to establish their own individuality and find thier place in society.
>its those people who fail to achieve this vital component of growth that scare me...those who will do ANYTHING to fit in...

[no_me_hagas]

yea that shit scares me too dude.

[dismamiso0propa]

"I am feminine enough to the point where I cry freely, love getting head, and can still work it in a skirt and some heels; BUT STILL studish enough to throw on Timbs, baggy jeans, a fresh white tee and a fitted and have the ladies all over me…"

me likes that dood.
Im the bitchii talkative country girl thats spoil got a mean shoe and purse game. Cant no one rock a pair of stillettos or heel like she can while rocking a skirt or dress. Infamous lipglass addict. Will pout with the best of them at the drop of a dime. Full of Insecurities and flaws hell fuck what yall think. Feel frustrated with my life not happy with it but we gone make it we working on it yep....

[diva_divine20]

wow...that was a lot...
i guess we all feel a lil frustrated with life so aint nothin wrong with that, jus keep rockin yo stillettos and DO YOU!

[cmplxsimplcity]

Why is society so concerned with labels and categories anyway? Why the overwhelming desire to peg people into one lil pigeonhole? Fuckin bastards!

sounds like the story of my life. i act to "white" for some black people, too "black" for white people. and sometimes jamaican people don't even want to claim me as their own. why? because i don't feel that i have to listen to hip hop every 3.4 seconds, maybe i like a lil versatility in my life. just cause i like other genre of music, don't speak ebonics, and read books doesn't make me anyless black or ne whiter than the next person. and just cause i wasn't born in jamaica doesn't make anyless jamaican. i hate labels. unecessary frustration in my opinon.

[diva_divine20]

girl u took the words out of my mouth...
fuck tryin to please society.
jus gotta do u, you feel me?

i feel you

[tastofchocolate]

I am conscious enough to realize that although slavery has long ceased there still certain inequalities that exist in today’s society which must be eradicated before we as a people can progress as expected; BUT AT THE SAME TIME I am foolish to the point where I still call niggas niggas, and at times I can be just another example of a weed smoking, fried chicken eating, materialistic ass stereotypical NIGGA from the ghetto.

^^^i struggle with that myself it seems sometimes that my life itself is constant borderline