Phil...I miss you. It's a long story explaining why, my thought process is crazy, but in the end it comes down to me missing you, and I just wanted to let you know.

I've had a really shitty day, but I'm really excited about one tiny thing, so I'm going to brag about it right now, because I need to so I can feel good about myself.

I had an Audition on Saturday. There's this guy who was voted #1 voice teacher in San Francisco, who now lives in Seattle teaching voice, and who also writes and produces musicals with ( Read more... )

After going over all the photo's from last night's red dress party, I have decided 3 things.

1) Even if I'm playing a "part" when I go out, like Diva, or party girl, or bitch, I should always smile in my pictures, my other faces are not cute.

2) After the first hour of drinking and dancing, less pictures is better. I don't look good, and it ruins my ( Read more... )

My stamp says DIVA, I got Jell-o shots for $2 each, I danced my ass off, and I got told that I looked like Mia Taylor...but hotter.

It was a fucking good night!

Here's the thing. All I want to do is sing. Just sing, and sing some more, and then keep singing, at the top of my lungs, like no one can hear me, or like I'm in concert and everyone can hear me. Either way, I want to sing. I'll be watching tv, or reading, or working, or riding the bus, and all I want to do is sing, and even when I'm listening to ( Read more... )

I didn't have work yesterday, so my mind finally let my body be sick, instead of just telling myself it was allergies. I spent the entire day in bed, and I really needed it. I did get my final write up for my US Societies class finished and sent off to my group. Today I pumped myself full of DayQuil, read 4 chapters and took my final for my ( Read more... )

I got home from work today at 8:30pm. I wrote 2 paper for my social research class, did my laundry, and made it to the gym and back.

Okay, it took about 5 hours, but still.

Like I said last night, it's only during finals week that I can keep my mind on one thing at a time, and keep working for 4 hours, after working at my job for 7 hours, and after ( Read more... )

I just wrote a 4.5 page research paper in 2 hours, then did the works cited page in half hour and sent it off to my teacher. Only during dead week and finals week does this kind of "Power work" happen.

I feel accomplished, and a sense of relief.

Friends season 9 is screaming my name!

I feel as though I really don't know myself anymore. I used to think I had this spark, this flame, this SOMETHING, that set me apart from other people, that made me special. Now I don't feel like I have that spark any more. I try to be cooler (more cool) then I really am with certain people, like I try to impress them, even though I'm not being my ( Read more... )

I may, or may not have created a myspace account for my teddy bear that I've had since I was born...okay, I did.

I even had to get him his own e-mail account so he could have myspace. AND, he's getting tons of friends requests, although, he's picky aboiut he adds...

Yeah, it's a sickness, but everyone that meets him, loves him!

www.myspace.com/ ( Read more... )