i havent updated n a long time ..........so here goes i spent 2 weeks in flordia tryin to get ova josh........im actually almost ova him....yea i have been asked out but i dont want to get into a relationship right now....b/c im hopin me josh can work out things i jus wish he would talk to me.....but mayb he dont want to i dunno mayb he neva really ( Read more... )

in memory of christopher joseph derouen ( Read more... )

omg!! this is the worst feelin i have eva felt!! it feels like my heart got ripped out and cut into pieces i feel like i lost my best friend it makes me wonderin if im to fat am i not pretty enough im i not smart enough am i not preppy enough am i not freaky enough am i not sporty enough wut is it????/ sumone plzz tell me i really need sum help ( Read more... )

i am so upset right now i jus found out mah b/f betrayed me but i still love him and i dunno wut i would do w/out him sumone help me plz tell me wut i should do???????

hey yall i want be home tomorrow b/c i am goin to boredomville aka lakecharles and spend dah day at dah land ( Read more... )

ok im cryin mah eyes out right now and im so tired i cant sleep b/c all im doin is thinkin bout josh and how he has been treatin me like crap lately mayb he found sumone betta who knos all i kno is dat i care a whole lot bout him and i even told mah dad dat he will neva keep us apart!! and i am still cryin this happen bout 9:40 and its now 11:28 ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!! I COULDNT SLEEP AT ALL LAST NITE BECUZ SUMONE HAD DAH FUCKIN NERVES TO TELL MAH B/F I WAS ALL OVA SUM GUYS AT DAH BALL PARK!! AND THEY HAD PIC. TO PROVE IT!! I WAS LIKE BRING ON DAH PROOF BABY CUZ NIKKI IS TRUTHFUL!! AND I KNO FOR SHO IF I WAS GOIN TO CHEAT ON HIM I WOULDNT DO IT AT A BALL PARK WHERE I KNO HE KNOS PEEPS CUM ON PEEPS TRY TO ( Read more... )

hey yall as yall kno josh and his friends r goin to texas!! i jus wish thema safe and fun trip!! but i jus dont hope he doesnt do nething that will make me wanna break up wit him and rhea u betta be actin like his mom r he will do sumtin!! i trust him but sumtims i wonder when he gets around ben!! well i jus hope they make it there safe i g2g luz ( Read more... )

HEY BOO WUT IS UP MAH SEXY B/F? N/M OVA HERE BUT BEIN BORED AND LOVIN U!! NEWAY LAST NITE U ASK ME IF I WAS BOUT TO BROKE UP WIT U? WELL U KNO DAT ANSWER NEWAY I DONT EVEN HAVE TO SAY IT!! NEXT TIME U WONDERIN BOUT SUMTIN ASK ME.....K BOO.........WELL IM STILL MAD BOUT WUT DAT STUPID ASS PERSON SAID WUT DAH FUCK WAS ALL DAT BOUT???? I REALLY AM ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYBONE I JUS WANT TO TELL U DAT ME AND RHEA FINALLY TALKED AND SHE DONT HATE ME YAY!! SHE IS A REAL NICE PERSON AND I HOPE I GET TO KNO HER BETTA THEN I ALREADY DO!! IM SO GLAD SHE CAN ACCEPT DAT ME AND JOSH R N LOVE!! WELL IM GOIN TO TAKE A BATH BEFORE JOSH COMES OVA!! YUMMY HEHE LUV YA