I want to cry

An especially amorous day awaits you, so don't spend one minute more than you have to waiting for it. Get up bright and early, get out there -- and be sure you spend every single waking moment utterly and absolutely alive and in tune

this is my horoscope for tomorrow- i dont really believe them but its a good idea to have anyway

Things are so crazy right now! Last night at the party i had some things revealed to me and now im supposed to act on that but im still not sure exactly what im feeling.
I dont want to be that girl...

Last night my family came to the Opera. YAY I stayed with Jess and Aunt Connie in the hotel and OF COURSE she brought 3 bottles of champagne hahaha so we stayed up drinking and chatting. Quite fun ( Read more... )

WE HAVE DONE IT ( Read more... )

I read it - "Hes just not that into you" and so far im feeling it ( Read more... )

I am totally liberated. Everything seems to have lifted off my shoulders and now im happy again. THE BITCH IS BACK! I went for a work out, tonights the party, and tomorrow im getting my back massaged - ah what could be better? OH and im gonna see my cousins this weekend. YAY

I am trying to kill him now. I have given up on my initial attempts to give him a happy life away from the shelves of walmart. 2 years of him is enough... he isnt fun you know. How did i think "Oh a fish... man thats a super pet!" ????????? He just sits here and looks at me like im satan. I mean maybe i did leave him for over a week without food ( Read more... )

This week has been the worst time of my life. I feel so fucking drained and im really behind and i cant get ahead because of Opera taking up all my nights. Also the other night i didnt get any sleep so then fatigue set in and now my entire body aches and my throat is sore like a bitch. I called my mom and talked to her about everything- she said ( Read more... )

My break is gone... and i feel like i didnt do anything productive like i planned. I was gonna get all caught up on Macgamut and that didnt happen, i havent finished my defensive driving, i havent practiced my song that much that im singing on Monday, and i still havent made a chance to see all my friends. Where did the time go ( Read more... )