my mom is a fucking bitch. my dad fucks everything up. my stepdad is just there. my stepmother is an evil whore. my brother feels the need to inform me of events i have no desire to know. nobody understands.

i've never felt more alone.

guys... were fucking graduating!!!

holy shit.. i dont think the world is ready for the ces senior class of 2005..

1 mother fucking day. we've been waiting for 9 fucking years and it comes down to one day. wow. thas kinda scary.........

i just jumped for joy! i am elated. i just got the best phone call of my life..

i got a double room with a full bathroom (this means i have my own toilet, shower, and sink!) at 860 Sutter a.k.a. bestest dorm EVER!!! im so freakin excited right now, even better, i confirmed that Vanessa is my roomatee, so everything os 100% for sure. no more ( Read more... )

4 days....

one week and one day ( Read more... )

awesome day ( Read more... )

i graduated from hebrew high tonight! it was awesome.. we had the biggest class in 20 years. the only regret i had is not making good friends there. i looked around and out of the 77 people i was only close with two. ive been there for five years and i didnt know most of the peoples names. but it was still amazing, b/c i was so proud of myself. it ( Read more... )

it's a sign. tomorrow night is going to suck balls. fucking prom.

okay, so maybe the internet was not the best place for that last entry... but im kinda glad it's there. i was going to delete it, but now that people have seen it, it would be like me deleting my feelings. and trust me, they are very real. im glad i posted it tho, cuz the people who need to know how i feel do ( Read more... )

i'm trying really hard, i really am... and im really sorry if you think i am being a bitch about everything... but i am trying to see things through your perspective, i really am, but i am sick of all the bullshit. i am trying so fucking hard, and you arent trying at all. with comments like "nothing will top what happened last night" and "why did ( Read more... )