my somewhat anemic recap of states= 10 things i learned in lakeland ( Read more... )

i wanted the top of the dress shorter and now it is. i wanted my heels to be high, and they are. i wanted to leave this place, and soon i will be. i wanted to not get my heart involved, and i didnt. im getting everything i want and i cant for the life of me stop crying. i look like a slut in my prom dress. horrible. i mean not even an expensive ( Read more... )

who got her sexy ass shoes for prom?!? ALLY DID!!!!!! http://www.stevemadden.com/cgi-bin/SoftCart.exe/STORE/FAST/ZAHN.htm?L+control+uqjw0778+1114899486 go look at the beauty and splendor that is my prom shoes ( Read more... )

i realized something incredible today. i dont like anyone. like i dont have any crushes. im not in love, or like. im not infatuated and while i seek the attention of certain members of the male species...i dont need it. in-fucking-credible feeling to know that you dont need men. that without them...you're okay. do i crave? sure. but need is ( Read more... )

http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=108&e=1&u=/ucac/20050427/cm_ucac/dragliberalsintothelight

just a few thoughts of course...

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I like about you. ( Read more... )

so heres the thing...i really do need a date for prom now. im not really uptight about prom, actually. i just wanna go and look hot and dance and have a good time and be chill. i want to laugh a lot. thats my #1 priority. i just wanna laugh and have fun at my prom, especially considering...this whole thing isnt really my scene. so here goes it: if ( Read more... )

solitude is perfection. today i speak in fragments. today my life is fragments. touch me?

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the texture of the chorus room walls made me cry today. i think im losing my mind. i find myself in limbo, searching for things i didnt even know existed until i suddenly realized i didnt have them. everything around me is cause for an emotion, a tear, laughter, sadness, joy...something. somehow ive ceased having the ability to be stagnant, a ( Read more... )

we live in a sick, sick world...on that note...

I am worth $1,402,480.00 on HumanForSale.comtoday was a day. sometimes when things fall apart...you have to take two steps back and let everyone fall down. i will not be brought down by the world around me...ever. i spent to many years figuring out how to be my own person to forget it in a few months ( Read more... )

you make some good points, but the world as we currently know it is about to crumble. oh well...i just dont care anymore. it honest to god disgusts me the way this has all played out and its not my problem to deal with...except that it is, i suppose. mine to deal with. not mine to decide...oooohhhh no! that would be fair! and since when is life ( Read more... )