so thought occured to me to feel bad (which i hate) because i really havent had time for my friends in a long time. it almost (for a brief, unsettling moment) felt as though i had neglected them. and then i realized...that for the most part, no attempt had been made on their part to get together with me (i say this with the exception of a few). and ( Read more... )

updating after many days away in a small city where everything seemed to be perfect. but its all over now and i cant help but be a little sad ( Read more... )

cant apologize much for the MIA behavior...but wicked busy. life as i know it is insane lol. but what can you do? everyday is one more chance for me to fall in love, one more moment to notice a sunset, one more day to love the world and the things ive been given...and maybe ill screw up and just spend the next day being tired, but thats a chance im ( Read more... )

ive been a bad, bad girl ( Read more... )

i dont want to talk about the election. im tired of hearing it. im tired of the arguing, the insults, the negativity. and i dont like seeing how hurt Leo was at the word re-election or how happy my sister was at the same phrase. it makes me sad. not because i support bush or hate him...but because this is what our nation has come to. this is who we ( Read more... )

last night was beautiful for so many reasons. and i cant be more greatful for the situations in my life and the people im surrounded with. they may not party like they should, and they may not be everything i thought they would be...but they are good to me and i am good to them and thats good enough for me. lol. and him ( Read more... )

you spin me right round baby, right round...like a record baby...

i love being bad. i wanna be bad. it makes me feel so good. ive got things on my mind i never thought i could. im losing all my cool, im about to break the rules...i wanna be bad.i smell sex and candy in here...yeah ( Read more... )

things are rarely pure and simple. but life can be beautiful if you take the time to sit back and look at it. i catch myself these days forgetting to smile at the simplicity in my world and it hurts to imagine a me that doesnt look at things in such a way. but today...looking at the stage i realized that sometimes the pain...and the stress...and ( Read more... )

i should know better than to lust after that boy. but even if i hate him...hes still hot. and sometimes old pasttimes are comforting. cant we just call it a growing pain and make things feel as good as they used to...back when i wasnt such a fuckup? cause people change...and im a little more grown up that i ever wanted to be. but im still here... ( Read more... )

he doesnt have any game. i should know better...but sometimes i forget.

i hate to diserpoint a beau when he is a paying a call ( Read more... )