So I got my tonsils out yesterday. Everything went really well. I was in and out in 3 hours, it was great. I wasn't in any significant pain and I felt much better then I have the past few days. The only uncomfortable part was that my uvula was (is) so swollen that I keep trying to swallow it (accidentally) and keep choking on it. EW ( Read more... )

Well I had an interesting morning. My throat hurt like whoa so I went to the hospital to get a strep test done (I'm having my tonsils out on Thursday and I need to get better or they won't do it). While I was waiting in line for registration...I got really hot and everything went black and I passed out. Right there on the lobby floor. Yup. They ( Read more... )

I HATE that i'm so immune to sleeping pills!!!!

1/2 teaspoon Tussinex knocks out my 250lb father while 2 whole teaspoons and I (well, I won't tell you my weight but it's less then half of my father's) am still wide awake!!!!

Know what the best thing about Christmas is ( Read more... )

Went to a party last night with the old elementary/middle school crew. Alli was the only one there who I'd really kept in touch with, so it was awesome to see everyone else. Especially Zak!!!! OMG I forgot how much I love that kid! He said "let's get married and go live in Alaska with the wolves". I, of course, flipped out and said "OMG! I've ( Read more... )

Ok, so NH hasn't been that bad so far ( Read more... )

Things are better now.

I still have no money and I still have to fix the garage and get presents for people, but at least chris and i are cool.

He is my hero in so many ways.

AND i found one last sleeping pill!!! God I'm such a ambien junkie!

I feel like such shit right now. My landlord found out that I ran into the garage and now i have to pay the damages (when I dont' even have enough money to get presents for my family because people haven't payed me back and I'm to chicken shit to demand my money back). I couldn't perform my part in Opera Scenes because a doctor said no singing ( Read more... )

Why has lj become such an ugly depressing thing? I guess it's because my life has become an ugly depressing thing. I keep fucking up and making bad decisions. Things that I don't even think twice about doing because I didnt' think it was a big deal are getting me in big trouble. I don't know how much more of this the people in my life can take. I ( Read more... )

This sucks. I have litterally $10 to my name. Why? Because I lend money to people and then never get it back. I kindly remind people that they owe me money, but I never straight up say "you need to pay me back NOW" because I'm afraid that I will put them in a bad situation. Fuck that. I need to stop worrying about other people and start taking care ( Read more... )