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Don't read this.. it's just pointless self-ego-inflating jargon.
I literally have nothing better to do at 35oam, than to sit here and tell myself all the ways that I am better than this person::
Because I am a stupid, white, dumb, BORED, insecure, jealous fuck.
I don't know what I'm more jealous of.....
That she went to school with Adam and got to see him every fucking day or that she lives about 5 minutes away from him, and can still see him... every fucking day.
It could be that I'm livid that her whole profile is all 'OMGZORS IM DATING ADAM'. Which, I have a full blown right to be angry about..... as he is in fact, uhr, how to put this..
MINE
As in...
Taken.
Dating.
Not single.
Unavaliable.
Off the market.
Stolen.
Owned.
Belonging to me.
Off limits.
etc.
I shouldn't even give her the time of day, let alone the honor of an entire journal entry. The last person I did that for... was Nikki. For the same reason. Buwahahahahahah.
-Sigh-
I miss Adam so much.
I can't believe I haven't seen him since May.... that hurts so bad. Fuck MTG Tournaments. But at least I got to spend the whole day with that beautiful creature. [:
God, I remember when it used to be him staying over for like.. four days at a time. Then he'd go home for two days, and I'd be right back over at his house.. for 3 days in a row.
Hell... I'd take, "I'll skip, you skip, and we'll get at least two hours together."
Now it's just....... a phone call once a day, if I'm lucky.
But does that mean I'm willing to let go of him?
HAH
Noooo.
^ ^
Adam is still, and forever will be, MINE.
I literally have nothing better to do at 35oam, than to sit here and tell myself all the ways that I am better than this person::
Because I am a stupid, white, dumb, BORED, insecure, jealous fuck.
I don't know what I'm more jealous of.....
That she went to school with Adam and got to see him every fucking day or that she lives about 5 minutes away from him, and can still see him... every fucking day.
It could be that I'm livid that her whole profile is all 'OMGZORS IM DATING ADAM'. Which, I have a full blown right to be angry about..... as he is in fact, uhr, how to put this..
MINE
As in...
Taken.
Dating.
Not single.
Unavaliable.
Off the market.
Stolen.
Owned.
Belonging to me.
Off limits.
etc.
I shouldn't even give her the time of day, let alone the honor of an entire journal entry. The last person I did that for... was Nikki. For the same reason. Buwahahahahahah.
-Sigh-
I miss Adam so much.
I can't believe I haven't seen him since May.... that hurts so bad. Fuck MTG Tournaments. But at least I got to spend the whole day with that beautiful creature. [:
God, I remember when it used to be him staying over for like.. four days at a time. Then he'd go home for two days, and I'd be right back over at his house.. for 3 days in a row.
Hell... I'd take, "I'll skip, you skip, and we'll get at least two hours together."
Now it's just....... a phone call once a day, if I'm lucky.
But does that mean I'm willing to let go of him?
HAH
Noooo.
^ ^
Adam is still, and forever will be, MINE.