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[MAES/KURENAI/KARASU]
I... yesterday, I...
Dammit, this isn't easy. Dammit!
He's back. Just like that, out of nowhere... and he acts like it's perfectly all right, too. He acts like it's all one big joke. But this is no joke! They're dead, they aren't coming back, and he disappeared the same fucking day that they were murdered!
The police couldn't find him. I couldn't find him.
And now he's back all these years later... What the hell am I supposed to do?! I want to strangle him! But at the same time I just... I'm glad he's okay. I'm glad that they didn't kill him, too... I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have that small hope to hold onto.
Then again, I don't know what I'm going to do now that he's back, either. Shouldn't he be questioned about that day? I can't do it, I can't. It's too personal... but someone needs to.
I'm... going to the old house tonight. It's where he's staying. I'm going to talk to him... but I'm not going to ask those sorts of questions. I just want to know what he's doing here, what he's been doing over the last few years... and why he never bothered to... call.
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I... yesterday, I...
Dammit, this isn't easy. Dammit!
He's back. Just like that, out of nowhere... and he acts like it's perfectly all right, too. He acts like it's all one big joke. But this is no joke! They're dead, they aren't coming back, and he disappeared the same fucking day that they were murdered!
The police couldn't find him. I couldn't find him.
And now he's back all these years later... What the hell am I supposed to do?! I want to strangle him! But at the same time I just... I'm glad he's okay. I'm glad that they didn't kill him, too... I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have that small hope to hold onto.
Then again, I don't know what I'm going to do now that he's back, either. Shouldn't he be questioned about that day? I can't do it, I can't. It's too personal... but someone needs to.
I'm... going to the old house tonight. It's where he's staying. I'm going to talk to him... but I'm not going to ask those sorts of questions. I just want to know what he's doing here, what he's been doing over the last few years... and why he never bothered to... call.
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