So I was looking over my journal, and it makes it seem like I'm a REALLY pissed off individual. In truth, not really. I've gotten over the worst of my undying hatred for people, and I usually just have to bitch about it to feel better. Also, I have a bad memory. Remembering the day I sat at home, waiting for Adam to call, really reminds me and ( Read more... )

Okay, I can answer that myself. I don't know anyone. The only people I know is Tony's friends, and I've met a good portion of them. Tony's friends are just .. . . . . unfuckable. Dirty street kids. Gay. Skeevy bastards. None of them are worth doing. Sure, there's always Adam who hounds me, but, I've been there, done that, didn't come. And ( Read more... )

Mood for the day (since it won't fit)

I'm here to kick ass and chew bubblegum.

And I'm all outta bubblegum.

So seriously, with my tight jeans and kick ass chucks on, I'm ready to bust down a door somewhere.  Anywhere.  Just let me kick it in.

Here's a little thing most people don't know about me.  I'm sensitive to light.  I may not have SADS, I ( Read more... )

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: Kami Barbur ( Read more... )

Guess what everybody?  I fucked up my taxes.

That's right, since I moved in the middle of last year, I have to fill out 5 billion forms.  And I thought I was fine, until I found out there's a 'live in Multonomah county' tax.  Bastards.  I was fine on the 1040EZ,but I got confused on the 40P for partial year residence.  Don't ask.  I don't know ( Read more... )

So, after a brief absence, we continue our adventures in ...... THE YOUNG AND THE HORNY.

Work situation:

In a few days, I will no longer be working at your local crappy grocery store.  Instead, I get to be yelled at by angry customers for Nextel.  I don't care though; I usually get yelled at in my current job anyway.  Besides, my new job will give ( Read more... )

What to tell about today? I'm really worried about my mom. I'm afraid that she'll get really bad before I can get back home. If that happens, I have a list of people I have to kick their ass. Jenny, my old roommate, to start with. I mean, you tell someone you need to go home because your mother has cancer, and Jenny moves out before I can. ( Read more... )

I'm a little bit better today. My new roommate moved in, and all was going fine, until she found fleas on the cats. I had given them medication about a month earlier, so I guess it was about time to reapply, and she completely flipped out. I guess one of them jumped on her, and she started screaming. Ugh. Get over yourself. She's afraid that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get all this energy built up inside of me and I can't do anything with it. I get panic attacks, so I think it's the preamble before my meltdown, but I don't know. It just sits inside of me and eats at my heart. I don't know what to do with it. Nothing gets rid of it; sex, cigarettes, pot, working, sleeping, eating....it just won't ( Read more... )

Alright, so that starts it off sounding really sad and pathetic, but that's not the way I feel this instant. My friend Emily is getting married and I'm one of her bridesmaids (I still have to find a dress -- eep!). But I've come across something that confuses me. I found out someone who gets everything they want, and they're unhappy. Unhappy? ( Read more... )