...but I am weak and I am wrong, everyday I swear that I'll be strong...

[divine_serenity]

It's the secret that I keep
it's the ache that makes me weep
And I know I'm in too deep--
I'm gonna drown
it's the emptiness I fear
baby, please don't leave me here
cause I'm lost inside a dream
that's out of bounds...
-Amanda Marshall, "Out of Bounds"Still quite a bit of bad stuff going on. I apologize to those I haven't really talked with but to

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[anonymous]

I will hold you up
I will help you stand
I will comfort you when you need a friend
I will be the voice that's calling out

I believe in you
I can't even count the ways that
I believe in you
And all I want to do is show you
I believe in you
And there are just so many ways that
I believe in you

When you're ready, I'm here.
~Effie

[divine_serenity]

Thanks Effie...actually been listening to that cd over and over and over again...she's good therapy...if I'm feeling better I'll give you a call a little later...it's just the same sort of crap just in combo with other stuff *sigh* I think I'm just really really tired...

[cal_turner]

*big hugs to you*

[divine_serenity]

*hugs back* thanks for the love Cal

[_cixelsyd]

I understand what you mean about not knowing what to say back, but I am here for you, for anything. Be it talking to about this, or just crazy fangirling to take your mind off stuff! *biggest of the hugs*

[divine_serenity]

insane fangirl stuff sounds wonderful right now, Ali...just have to survive work today then hopefully we'll see, but thanks so much *hugs back*

[badeperle]

Sorry to hear that you didn't have such a good day. *hugs* But if you want to talk, you know where to find me. I'll always be there for you!
You're the sweetest, you know? It's so cute to hear that my good news made you also happy.

[divine_serenity]

of course I'm super happy for you and it is really nice to hear about good things going on in the lives of my friends right now...*clings to you with big hugs* I know you're there and if I'm feeling up for it I'll definitely email you or something...just you stay happy with your Tobi goodness and tell me all about it...

[spikesbabyblues]

K, was getting ready to leave for class until i read this and i figured i could spare some time. I hate that you feel so bad but i can truly understand the way that u feel. On the school thing, i was the same way just before classes started, things were so bad and messed up that i didn#t really want to go back and i didn't even know if that was what i wanted from my life anymore. And that is a really crappy feeling

[divine_serenity]

*clings to Jo*
How do you understand me so well? How do you always know exactly what to say? You help so much more then you know...I love you so much, Jo! thank you!!!

[spikesbabyblues]

*HUGS RIGHT BACK*

i'm gonna say that i think i understand u becuase altho the circumstances and situations of what's going on may be completely different for both of us, what comes from these situations seems to me to be very similar. And i feel the same ways u do and it's so good to know that there is someone out there that i can relate to about these feelings. It's good knowing i'm not alone.

As for the right things to say, i know how you feel. I only tel;l u what i ahve found to be true, those little crumbs of knowledge i have held onto to get me through and i hope that they help u out too. Cos u are such a terrific person and it sux that u feels so bad, but hey we can talk and get thru it together, right? That is important to remember. And i love you so much too cos i can so relate to you and ure a great person and it's good to know ure there.

You are very welcome, but u dnt need to thank me, if i can help u at all that's all the thanks i need.