I quit my job today. Most married couples aren't this excited about their honeymoon. Finally, I'm free! The sexy goatee is coming back. Hell yeah.
Excitement tickles my spine.
Paul

Maybe the hippies had something right after all. It's all about love, in the end. It comes from the heart, that freeform magic that swoons the soul and caresses it gently, so that we can sleep soundly at night. I love everyone, and if you're ever having a bad day, tell me so I can give you a hug and do what I can to help you out. Even if you don't ( Read more... )

Derek, Kyle, and Jaimie, let's not mince words. I just can't take it anymore, and I won't. This is my last communication with you until you guys can find where the love and mutual respect for each other has gone. I don't care, Derek, if you say you're fine. The fact is, you guys have issues worked out, and if you don't care to, then I don't care to ( Read more... )

Ugh... I hate that word. I hate the sound, I hate the expression on faces it makes, I hate the way it looks in type. Unfortunately, that's where I'm at right now. 17 years young, and that angsty teen melodrama corrodes my system like the air tarnishes copper. I'm so. stressed. out. It's like an icy cord around my neck that turns my air cold while ( Read more... )

So, I walked into the band hall this morning after rehearsal to put away my tuba. I went inside and, as I walk by, Kelly Webeck says, "Marry me, Paul." I say, "Mmm... Ok." Is that a commitment? Hope not, cuz my obligation to Kelly goes about as far as saying hello. Ah, it's wonderful being so attractive. You get so many more fans. Now I need my ( Read more... )

Events ooze out slowly like sludge, and I'm left waiting. I just want to sleep until the time when something will happen. I'm going on 'conditional hibernation.' Wake me up when I have something to wake up to.
Pleasant dreams,
Paul

Derek, I said don't be careless, so all I can do is trust you, but please, PLEASE, don't forget it. You can never know the consequences of your own actions, and I know you're watching out for yourself, but you have a tendency to forget about the consequences and the others involved, so be mindful. I say this knowing you'll write me off, but if I ( Read more... )

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I'm so bored. I spent the morning/afternoon at Emma Long for my dad's company picnic. It was a lot of fun, but now I'm here, my dad's off returning the tables he stole from the church for the picnic and moving stuff into his office, my mom's out shopping, David's at a party, and I'm here watching Katie. Lame... So bored...

Band's back in full swing. Fun? Certainly. But tubas are painful. My shoulder is sore, and my heels are blistered. But that's okay. It's all in fun. Boy, I'm tired. I took a nap in a practice room today and felt a bit better, but now I'm tired again. I tried to sleep in the foyer, but people were loud and threw stuff at me, and I strangled Ben ( Read more... )