I just got the info on dance team tryouts ( Read more... )

I woke up at 6:45 this morning to go to breakfast with my dad before heading back to Iowa City. We went to some crappy Village Inn in Aurora. I had pancakes, he had an omlette. We talked, and I realized how much I miss him when I'm not home. It's crazy how we went from fighting almost everyday last year to being friends. I admire my dad in so many ( Read more... )

My grandma went to the hospital yesterday. My heart stopped beating when my dad told me. She's going to be okay, but the idea that the one person who means more to me than anyone else was severely sick made me want to cry (which I did plenty of anwyay). I have never felt my heart stop the way it did, and I don't ever want to experience that again. ( Read more... )

I hate when Jason calls. I hate it because he makes me re-evaluate every little aspect of my life that I don't want to look at. In forcing me to look at the thoughts I try to avoid, I realized how much my philosophy about life has changed. It's funny to look at myself at graduation last year -- I feel like I'm different from who I was then. I feel ( Read more... )

So...I got sucked into the livejournal thing. After reading Cate and Kristin's LJ's regularly, I figured it might be beneficial for me to do it. Even if no one actually reads the shit I write, at least I will have some sort of outlet in which to write...if I can remember to do it. Sometimes I feel like I start these things and won't ever keep up ( Read more... )