I notice nothing dramatic happens in my life anymore...the only thing that brought any kind of contraversy was the whole Lisa thing not giving me my poetry book back but that's hopefully over with and she'll be returning it in due time... i think i'm just bored it's like i want something dramatic to happen to relieve the boredom ( Read more... )

this is going to be an eventful 2 weeks... first off i finally got a job after so much shit i had to go through to at least find one... and this weekend i am going to visit relatives which i leave friday and come back sunday...sunday night i go to work...i find out i have 3rd shift so it's 11pm to 7am ... i have no idea what i am suppose to do but ( Read more... )

i feel like i broke my neck... MEDIC!!!

"Just Maybe"Living gathered thoughts ( Read more... )

i was telling Jessie last night that i figured the reasons why no one ever wanted to stay with me is cuz i was never beautiful enough inside and especially out to be with... she says i am... but then other questions arise in my mind...

I always end up falling for the girl who is already in love with another... i always get fucked over for some stupid ass who doesn't appreciate what he has ...

and some how through all of this...all i want to do is kiss her when i see her and hold her all night... maybe even slow dance to every song that holds meaning...

Every other person would believe that everyone has their demons... it's just how they deal with them...some of them can't deal with them so they ignor them...others conquer them and then there are some who are like me that run away from them.... and last night... they found me again...i figured moving might make the dreams go away and the feeling ( Read more... )

ever since i woke up this morning i have been feeling sick... and now it has turned into a cough that arises every so often ...

i feel depressed right now ... =\

well... it was an eventful night... i had fun just staying up and talking with Jessie...she's a very understanding person when it comes to everything... i wish i had more friends like her ( Read more... )

today's my brother's birthday ...he turns 25 ... only 4 years older than me he is... yet i feel we are the same age... i kinda pissed him off the other day but i sure hope things are better today cuz of everything...

H A P P Y

B I R T H D A Y

R O N N I E !!!