It's funny when you mention something about your boyfriend to your psychiatrist and she becomes extremely "alarmed" and then rushes to give you a list of the characteristics of a potentially abusive mate. And even more alarming; I'm not taking it that seriously because he's so young that it comes off as harmless right now. Sometimes he even tries ( Read more... )

I was busy doing my daily workout, Pilates, when I heard a loud obnoxious knock on the door. I assumed it was my mom and that she just had her hands full and needed me to open the door for her. I scoffed and put pants on (yes I exercise without pants, k?) and opened the door. Some hyper geeky kid was standing there. "HI I'M SOPHIE NICE TO MEET YOU ( Read more... )

I need to vent real quick, so bare with me. I'm really mad. Flaming steaming mad. Angry. Violently angry. I don't know how I'm going to express this and get it over with. I feel like I could mutilate someone right now ( Read more... )

♥ I'M COMING BACK TO ARIZONA! February 11th - 15th. Only four days, but that seems like a lot at this point. I'm already trying to book my entire trip, but there's still a couple friends I can't get a hold of right now (Sarah Anderson!). This will also be a good opportunity to ask around about graphic design jobs while I'm there to get a head start ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't be going crazy with the debit card since I have one job left and they've cut my hours way back. I have 400 dollars left in my account. But alas, a shop-aholic can't be stopped that easily...


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I can't do drugs or anything self-destructive anymore. Daniel's music told me not to. That sounds silly but it's true. I was laying in bed at 1:38 am and just started thinking about the first track on Neon Ballroom (by silverchair). It had been about 3 years since I'd listened to that album until last night. It's so much more emotional when you're ( Read more... )

♥Senses Fail. I really like those guys. Mmm Mmm. The music is good too, but not as good as their looks. Usually there's one cute one and the rest are kinda eh... but no. All 5 of these guys are beautiful. Probably the best looking group of guys I've ever seen. It's like they're doing it on purpose to fuck with my brain.

♥Numbers are irrelevent ( Read more... )

I've decided to do everything I can to get back to Arizona. Everything = a lot. Money, insurance, college acceptance, a new job, EVERYTHING. I have no friends here, except maybe one. But I don't even think she cares. She's too busy hanging out with the one girl I can't fucking stand, and has already made plans with her for her birthday. The rest ( Read more... )

Friday was the last day of my internship at CBRE. I'm actually kind of sad. The one job I actually liked. I feel like I got fired. Plus Marshall's cut my hours WAY back... to about 2-3 days a week now. I went from 2 jobs to like HALF a job. I can't stand it. I need money.

So, then I came home and chopped off all my hair. You won't like it. ( my webcam suuuckss )

♥ I hung out with my hairdresser, Mary, and our friend, Jenny. Mary's like 48 or so, but she acts 25. I love her. She's an awesome partier. We chilled at her place for a bit and had some champagne, talked. Then we headed to a bar called Summer's. It was sort of lame at first. The three of us sat there acting elite, talking shit about all the guys ( Read more... )