So after reading the last entry I realized something. Good friends are so hard to find. And once you find em, they are completely irreplacable. You know, Jen was supposed to be my friend. But she wasn't. And really...I have enough CLOSE girl friends...where I don't need people like her in my life. I refuse to have em. I'd rather live a life of ( Read more... )

So in the past 24 hours...there has been an ungodly amount of drama. Jen kinda fucked me over the other night...left me somewhere, and chose a guy over me...so I had told her to go to hell - I'd rather have no friends than friends like that. I need to be able to trust and rely on my friends - I can't do either with her. So I told her to fuck off ( Read more... )

OK so...my boyfriend really isnt very funny ( Read more... )

( Some random pictures of me and my girlies from the past few months.... )

( survey funnnnnn )

I love how when I'm PMSing I get mad over the stupidest shit. And I'll know its over stupid shit. I'll even laugh at myself over it...but I'm still mad! Haha and then next thing I know I'm wanting to cry. For no apparent reason. God. Gotta love it...at least it keeps life interesting ( Read more... )

so my hair is red. very red.

ok well not extremely red. but think dark lindsay lohan red with blonde highlights and a few dark brown streaks.

major change.

the color is beautiful...ive just yet to decide if its for me or not.

lol, are there any colors red heads shouldnt wear? i hope not!

What a beautiful mess I'm in ( Read more... )

heh just got home, positively giddy. god i like him so much. i like his stupid hair colors, his ugly plaid shorts, his obnoxious shit eating smile, the nose ring that drove me nuts...heh, every thing i didnt like at first i'm begining to adore. its so strange. i just really like him. a lot.

Do you ever wish you could go back 10 years or so? You know, back to the easy years...back to before all the bullshit and drama? Back when we were, well, innocent? You know...the days when anything was possible, when we had a million crazy dreams, when we had the power to be become anyone we wanted to be? Heh, back when we said we'd never do drugs ( Read more... )