im so bored i might go insane. call me!

dude, im doing shitty in school, i want to drop out, my job cut my hours, i have nooooo money, i owe the bank money, im lonely, the man im in love with is in fucking iraq, my best friend is leaving me, i just paid $170 for my cell phone bill, i have a hopeless crush on a boy, i have no clean clothes, i dont sleep, i eat gross food, i live with my ( Read more... )

My mom kicked me out tonight. I got home from school, and she bitched about me getting 2 cs and an A in my HS classes. How I care too much about The Juliana Theory, they may be my favorite band, but I care more about music and doing good in my College classes, then HS. I got into a school already, started business plans with a few friends. I am ( Read more... )

ok so they officially shut my cell phone off because i didnt pay my bills, so ummm if you dont already have my house number, get it from someone that does, because im not putting it on live journal.
hopefully my phone will be up and running soon.

So thanks for hanging out tonight guys, hope it wasnt too boring and sorry about having to ride in my messy ass car. i promise ill clean it someday. Goran you need to answer your phone you bastard... you miss out on hanging out with cool people like me tim andrew and amanda. anyway, im in a pretty good mood except for my head ache and the fact ( Read more... )

i had anouther one of those dreams..... but i think i knew this was a dream when i had it. it was waaay to good to be true. lets just say, he came home, he came to my front door, and swept me off my feet and spent every moment together in pure bliss ( Read more... )

im not mean, i promise.... why have i changed?

i wanna be the only one for miles and miles, except maybe you and your simple smile.

So almost everyone ive spoke with on the subject hates valentines day, except for april because she has the love of her life. I know its just a stupid holiday made up to sell candy and cards. but the closer the day comes just makes me dwell on the fact that im alone. i have my friends ofcourse and im grateful. but its just not the same. Im glad ( Read more... )

so my instant message isnt working, this worries me. went to egg platter tonight and stupid people came. i want to punch blue hat boy.

i fall so easily and i cant ever get back up.