1st weekend without her

[diwinydd]

I went to the cottage this weekend with my brother and his fiancee since I didn't want to drive up on my own. Aaron couldn't make it since he had to work. Essentially they told him he could stay here and work or go to the cottage with me and not get his contract renewed. :P

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[inkster]

When we lost Easter (our cat before Pixel), the worst part was coming home and her not being there to greet us. I would always hope that maybe, just maybe, it had all been a dream and she would be there after all. I cried a lot after coming home those days. It would be even harder if you don't even live with her. You don't get the constant reminder that she's not there, but you don't really get a chance to get used to it either.

I still miss her a lot, and it's been nearly 6 years. It's not as acute, but it's still there. I know how you're feeling.

[diwinydd]

I know what you mean about hoping to wake up and find out it is a dream instead of reality.