embarrassed, yes.

lesson learned, yes.

akward, even more yes.

card was a little conforting.

she's the best, i'd have to say.

it's times like these,
and times like those,
and then there's everytime,
that i miss you.
& everytime it sucks more,
but it was a huge mistake
& i guess this one will forever
be held against me.
maybe not -- just in time,
but until then that time will be forever.

i want you i want you i want you --- haha

just keep on shine'n , keep on :)

if only you understood the things that go through my mind,
when i wonder those things.
how scared and confused i get.
but someday -- you'll see.

so scared of a broken heart...
i don't want to ever love anyone the way i love you.

happy wok

telephones & pictures

and icecream.

walmart

and sexy clothes.

waterfront

more icecream & ewwe.

new & different, but fun .

i believe i can say i had a very good night.

stacey lynn, i love you & thanks for everything - the advice, courage, and the looovvveee .

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the things that will go unsaid --

and then stay unsaid ...

looking forward to tomorrow, hoping it works out nicely.

i really love you --

and to have to know that things are like that sometimes, really hurts.

blah, but this will never be understood.

i need something ---

a little something

a big something

just something!

whats a good place for a good but cheap haircut?

my new chocolate comparison,

that was good.

hugging moods, used to be fun.

today it stunk --

i miss my stick-girl

and my joshua

and theres more ...

jerkface why you been so jerky?

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New Year Resolutions:

Become closer to the Lord, my family, and friends and make more time for all of them, be more outgoing and a little less shy, be more forgiving, try harder at everything I do, learn how to play an instrument, get a job, not worry so much what others think about me, and do everything I can to make me a better person

That big ( Read more... )

Love is patient, love is kind.  Love is not jealous, it does not put on airs, it is not snobbish. Love is never rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not prone to anger; neither does it brood over injuries. Love does not rejoice in what is wrong, but rejoices with the truth. there is no limit to love's forbearance, its truth, its hope, its power to ( Read more... )

Not even in my deepest dreams did I imagine a love as kind and sweet as ours.
I love you erik ♥

I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas
filled with joy and love!

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