wait i'm confused..

aren't hunnies suppossed to want to love & cuddle

after a hard, long day of work.

honesty in person, at least, is hard.

still worried of my words.

sucks.

and so i gave him the phone b/c i had company that would be leavin more than soon, and you talked to him for a little bit & got off. what? you didn't want to talk to me. it ( Read more... )

honesty-
that's all.
hope it makes more
then breaks.
we can do it together.
but thats only it.

wish i could ..
fly-
no soar-
possibly even float-
& love will get me there.

Like I said ( Read more... )

Hoped for the better ( Read more... )

So does this mean another night .. ?

I cant take this.

I miss you so much.

You just don't know.

And I hope tomorrow goes somewhat the way - should I say - it needs to go?

But sometimes my hopes bring me down...

I've decided to start it off in a note. Since at the moment I feel like I will NEVER be able to say all my < hea / rt 3 feels. But this ( Read more... )

post-ponned again ..
waiting with a half broken heart,
and those songs,
just do it for the night.
blah!
and i think i've ran into a problem,
no good.
oh how the mood sways -

It's nice to be able to go to sleep knowing that I do have true friends that love me and would do anything for me, and then wake up still knowing the same thing. Things have changed so much since this one goose became my friend. He's given me the strength to mend a wonderful friendship that I almost lost and also to keep a relationship that I also ( Read more... )

and you said something like "you're the best girlfriend ( Read more... )

no it's not what yawl think ..

needin to vent ..

Sometimes the pain is too much. Just when I say it's wonderful, I mess up AGAIN! Will there ever be something I won't mess up? At this rate I have nothing but doubts. I don't think you honestly want to be with me, which then makes me wonder why you still are? I'm no good, I f'd up and you'll never trust me again so why stay? Am I ( Read more... )